Well I'll start off by saying that I've been sick for a while and have always had a line placed from the hospital so I would shoot up without ever having to touch a needle...I've been on the 4mg generic hydro morphone which are amazing but it sucks going through withdrawls...i just had my trusty line removed so I had to turn towards the traditional shooting up method and man I suck...I've only managed to register and shoot up 2 times out of maybe 40 tries...so I am trying to just face the facts that my fun ride is coming to an end but I still have the pills and I don't want to go through withdrawls so I'm taking them orally now and tried plugging once but no real effects felt. I'm hoping this will at least keep away the demons until I can slowly ween myself completely off these things but sometimes I don't want too...i just wish I could hit my veins...they seem ok and I use 28g 1cc 1/2in...sucks I can't really fit more than 2-3 pills in 1cc but oh well....I miss my trusty picc line!
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Gave up shooting and tried plugging dillies
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phatass
Bluelighter
get a pharmy grinder from you chemist (relatively cheap) and snort the grinded powder (i presume you have those uncrushable beads in a gelcap)... But know you will have to face up to your addiction at some point, seek proffessional help, and honestly the sooner you do, it will be easier and advantagious in many ways for you to kick opiate addiction alltogether, even if it doesn't work the first time, and you relapse, keep on trying is my advice to you.
GL
GL
Bliss26
Bluelighter
Yes, I would snort them I think too given your situation. Congrats for getting well enough to get your picc removed.
If your pain is gone and you just want to avoid WD, for a couple days figure out a comfortable schedule and sick with that. You were prob dosed every 3 hours so I would stick w that, at first, then try going to 4, and them as long as possible without awake all night steeping in your own juices and RLS. Benzos can help with sleep, but Benedryl just makes everything worse
IM dilly gave me the worst RLS ever. You may chose your night dose as the last to go.
You can do it!!
If your pain is gone and you just want to avoid WD, for a couple days figure out a comfortable schedule and sick with that. You were prob dosed every 3 hours so I would stick w that, at first, then try going to 4, and them as long as possible without awake all night steeping in your own juices and RLS. Benzos can help with sleep, but Benedryl just makes everything worse
IM dilly gave me the worst RLS ever. You may chose your night dose as the last to go.
You can do it!!
Thanks for the advice...yeah I was getting it every 2 hours and I still unfortunately deal with alot of complications so I'm in pain but I am surprisingly happy that I'm not going through withdrawal from not being able to IV a few crushed pills. I plug 2-3 times a day which is down from 4-5 a day. I need to keep lowering the quantity of pills and number of plugs because I want my life back now that I'm finally able to start recovering from being so sick. Thinking I was going to die for a while I just figured I would enjoy my time left but I've taken a turn for the better and well so far so good. This drug is no joke though...withdrawals are brutal and I'm just hoping I can come down ok...I'll deal with pain because I know how desperate it can get just needing to get a fix. I'll keep checking back here and I might snort one pill but plugging seems to do the trick to where I don't really know if I'm on or not but I haven't had the brutal withdrawal effects from not shooting up. I have everything I need to shoot up but I just suck at it so I'm gonna stay away from the needle.