ExInMil
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 12, 2014
- Messages
- 179
Sooo, today is 10 days clean from opiates. Double Digits! Woo! But At work I tried to get a friend to give me a 60mg Morphine.... Booo!
Being the good friend that he is, he fucked with me and pretended to go get it.....
Sliped me a 15 mg adderal and told me to go fuck my self.
I am glad he didint, but fuck... the funny thing is I feel fine!
But as soon as I think about it its like every single cell in my body is telling me to go pick up.....
I think Burroughs said that too in Junky......
Anywho, after work I went and met my old dealer ONLY to go give em the money I owed... after which I deleted the number.
She told me she was proud of me and agreed to delete my number. What a pal!
Now.... can yall tell me im a dick for tryin to score....
Being the good friend that he is, he fucked with me and pretended to go get it.....
Sliped me a 15 mg adderal and told me to go fuck my self.
I am glad he didint, but fuck... the funny thing is I feel fine!
But as soon as I think about it its like every single cell in my body is telling me to go pick up.....
I think Burroughs said that too in Junky......
Anywho, after work I went and met my old dealer ONLY to go give em the money I owed... after which I deleted the number.
She told me she was proud of me and agreed to delete my number. What a pal!
Now.... can yall tell me im a dick for tryin to score....