game over

[yoUr bLiSS]

You hold a small slice of my ego in the palm of your hand
Cherish it for I rarely give it out
How does it feel?
Do you look at it often?
I bet you do
Gloating shamelessly
A small yet extremely profound conquest
Fuck off
I don’t believe you for a minute
I've seen through you from the bitter beggining
Oops! Did I accidentally find that hidden trap door?
So sorry I slipped in so swiftly
You showed me vulnerability
God forbid you actually let someone delve beneath that high gloss surface
A bit of foolishness on my part I admit
I let myself instantly become consumed
Believing in fairy tales
Hoping for that happy ending
Maybe you’ll frame it
Place it triumphantly on that damn shelf of yours Littered with all your trophy hearts
I'm not a trophy heart
I deserve my own damn shelf
Congratulations
You win
I’m through
You've been after this for awhile
Hope your victory has left you fulfilled
I can’t help but wonder
Is this victory going to fill in that empty space?
That small missing piece
That bit of your soul you gave me on that one and only morning
That was the beginning of the inevitable end
GAME OVER
[ 23 December 2002: Message edited by: yoUr bLiSS ]

 

[rewiiired]

Passionate, straight-forward, honest, sarcastic, self-empowering, admittence of faults but knowing at the same time that what came upon you wasn't deserved... revealing anger, sadness, disappointment, strength, even hints at a rebirth through all of this.... Raw emotion expressed by an intelligent mind.
In short, I'm damn impressed, and in a sense I know how you feel.