XANAX XR
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As gabapentin (and antidepressants) is about the only thing my primary physician and every psychiatrist I've seen so far (3), will prescribe me, which doesn't work -- so I figured I'd get this last one to raise the dose. I was on 3600mg/day and my metabolism and memory still seem to be incredibly inactive even though I've been off gabapentin for about a month, and sober for about 4 months.
I do have a lyrica script at walgreens, just don't have insurance and I don't even know if I wanna go down that road again -- My anxiety ruins my life, alongside my depersonalization but at the same time I don't wanna get fat and be retarded... I was working out everyday on the gabapentin and was still gaining fat. Seems my amazing metabolism is not so amazing anymore after messing with such a high dose.
All that's ever worked for any of my mental disorders is clonazepam, and I know the risks but can't seem to get any doctor's attention.. I see why but fuck man, all these other pharmaceuticals seem to do more damage to me than any benzo or benzo w/d has.
Anyway, anyone have any guesses as to when my memory will return or at least get somewhat better than what gabapentin did to it? I feel like my metabolism is toast.
I was on gabapentin 3600mg/day for about a month, maybe a bit more and then I eventually took half that dose for about 2-3 weeks after I realized my memory was gone.
I do have a lyrica script at walgreens, just don't have insurance and I don't even know if I wanna go down that road again -- My anxiety ruins my life, alongside my depersonalization but at the same time I don't wanna get fat and be retarded... I was working out everyday on the gabapentin and was still gaining fat. Seems my amazing metabolism is not so amazing anymore after messing with such a high dose.
All that's ever worked for any of my mental disorders is clonazepam, and I know the risks but can't seem to get any doctor's attention.. I see why but fuck man, all these other pharmaceuticals seem to do more damage to me than any benzo or benzo w/d has.
Anyway, anyone have any guesses as to when my memory will return or at least get somewhat better than what gabapentin did to it? I feel like my metabolism is toast.
I was on gabapentin 3600mg/day for about a month, maybe a bit more and then I eventually took half that dose for about 2-3 weeks after I realized my memory was gone.