That's interesting, meaning the medical angle, not your suffering. I have heard that Pancreatic issues are among some of the most painful. I admittedly was completely unaware of this angle. It would be really appreciated by myself and the community if you could elaborate a little bit on this topic in regard to your personal experience. I imagine this is unrelated, but I and others I've spoken to have had issues with very, very high dose Gabapentin (Neurontin) and Phenibut (OTC Supplement). I only abused Phenibut for a brief moment, but as many others did before me, I ended up exponentially increasing my dose within a matter of days. I ended up with a severe electrolyte imbalance as a result of (I think) the acidic nature of the Phenibut.
One of the hallmarks of the entire Gabapentinoid class is the rapidity at which tolerance increases. I think that this presents unforeseen problems for the community associated with, for instance, what happens when you consume thousands of grams of binders/fillers in a short period of time. Interesting. Hopefully more information coming soon on this one!