I don't do speed anymore but I have been prescribed gabapentin for Restless Legs. It's the real thing. RLS takes over every evening. I hate kicking violently. I hate not sleeping but laying there wanting SO BADLY to fall asleep.
Tonight I made a very strange *trail-mix-for-the-mind* of the gabapentin, muscle relaxers, and lorazepam. I spaced it out fairly well. I'm higher than I have ever been. (Did I mention the weed? I have been medicating with medicinal marijuana, naturally.
lorazepam is the least trippy of the three. it's so untrippy if you take it while tripping on a psychadelic it can kill the trip.
weed is the trippiest of the 4 drugs you mention in your post. in the right environment it can create some very interesting hallucenations, although they are usually close eyed.
I think all the above drugs combined are putting you in a state where you are half asleep, or your brain thinks you are asleep and it is dreaming. happens on opiates such as heroin occasionally
I'm having some marvelous visuals right now. I look around and do not see the room I am in. I see a very tiny cabin. I can see and hear my parents. (Alive, just 500 miles from me.) Talking but not communicating.
I won't bore you with the details. I can see some people walking around in my vision kitchen. IRL I am in a little bedroom. My mind is creating a sweeter environment to where I have access to meeting sweeter people.
alrighty then... my bedroom is a pig pen. I have to clean it out. Also I'm going to have to get off of this board and deal with the people everywhere in my room... asking me questions and making noise... all figments of my imagination.... and all veerrrrrrry interestion
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