Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
I mean, I have had some degenerate habits, so I try not to judge, but jeez, have you guys not tried benzos? Or for that matter, mdma, ketamine, weed? I come from the scene of opiate addicts. Gabapentin is commonly mega dosed for withdrawals and anxiety, I've never heard stories of anyone enjoying it. News to me. But then again, people take seroquel or trazadone and call it "high", guess I just dont get it
Gaba seems like one of those habits that's gonna be hell to come off of without any of the fun.
You apparently don't get much from gabapentin, but please stop insinuating that anyone who enjoys them is drug naïve. I find gabapentin WAY more recreational than benzos, benzos are shit drugs for recreation, though they're a godsend for anxiety. You say you haven't heard of anyone enjoying it, but if you read these forums, you'll see that tons of people enjoy it. Like I said in a different thread, I've done pretty much every drug, been doing drugs heavily for almost 20 years. Been addicted to opiates for a total of 11 of those years. I like gabapentin a lot, my day is guaranteed to be a good one with it, it is subtler than opiates, or a lot of other drugs, sure. But I'm not trying to get faced every time I take a drug. Gabapentin very reliably produces a state of comfort and ease, a good mood, lack of social anxiety, and a good humor (I tend to find things really funny). Another thing I like about it is that, even though I really like it, I find it pretty easy to control my usage, it's not moreish. I can have a stash and just use it sometimes, unlike almost any other addictive drug.
I just saw that you take it every day, well that's why. If you took it from time to time and dosed right, you'd probably like it. Then again, maybe you wouldn't, everyone is different.