akautonomics
Bluelighter
So last night my fiance and I decided to get wanged on gabapentin. I have taken it before (notable experience while sailing, that was dope) and also low doses just for muscle relaxation.
Well this time we were doing a BDSM scene. I'm fairly experienced with it, but this time I was subbing which is a relatively new thing for me. I had already orgasmed twice earlier and was really surprised that I was even horny. I guess that's a side effect of the gaba. It happens to my fiance too apparently.
So he tied me up to an anchor in the wall and cuffed me to the bed. I was a little apprehensive (because we were going to be using a pretty big toy in my ass) but feeling really relaxed. While I was waiting for him to get ready, I closed my eyes for a bit. This is when I started hallucinating. First, I saw this vast plain with little shrubs scattered about it, and a sparrow hopping around pecking at them. My fiance came back with tea and woke me up, and I was like WTF? I was hallucinating. Then he went away again for a bit and I closed my eyes. This time the hallucinations got way more intense. When I say I was seeing things, I mean actually seeing them as if they were happening right in front of me in real life. So there was this woman at a sewing machine, a sort of portly woman in a frilly red dress. She was working at a seamstress shop or something. So she gets tired and leaves the sewing machine to go lie down and rest on this psychiatrist-couch type thing. Then her boss came over and told her to stop slacking and get back to work. So she just flips the FUCK out, and up-ends a table next to the couch, then calmly goes back to the sewing machine. Lol.
So after that, we started the scene, it was really hot and I was so relaxed from the gaba, like muscle relaxation, I didn't have much of a problem with the big toy being inserted. Then I got flogged a bit, it was a little painful but hot (on ass, back, legs and feet, tummy and breasts) with some nautical rope. Sort of like a toned-down cat o'nine tails. During the flogging part, I was looking to the side, and I thought I was looking at the wall, and it started to move. I was actually not even looking at the wall at all, it turned out to be a pillow and part of my arm. My fiance had walked away for a moment to get something, and I was tripping the fuck out so I said our safeword (which is pamplemousse) and he quickly came back over and untied me, asked me what's wrong, etc. I just told him I was hallucinating and felt weird being restrained while that was happening. Then I curled up in a ball and he held me for a bit, then went and made me a sandwich. Which I didn't like, so he made me another one. It was delicious. Then we listened to some dubstep and went to sleep.
Overall, a great experience with gabapentin, regardless of the little trip-out, which I think was more to do with being restrained and that I thought he was gone and got a little worried, but he was actually just like 2 feet away. I really like the muscle relaxation and how sexual I feel on it. We plan to do another session with it this weekend.
**We were not SO wanged that it was unsafe, and we do have a lot of experience with BDSM between us and also with drugs, so I wouldn't recommend this to a novice. Also remember not to actually leave the room when you have someone restrained who is intoxicated.
Well this time we were doing a BDSM scene. I'm fairly experienced with it, but this time I was subbing which is a relatively new thing for me. I had already orgasmed twice earlier and was really surprised that I was even horny. I guess that's a side effect of the gaba. It happens to my fiance too apparently.
So he tied me up to an anchor in the wall and cuffed me to the bed. I was a little apprehensive (because we were going to be using a pretty big toy in my ass) but feeling really relaxed. While I was waiting for him to get ready, I closed my eyes for a bit. This is when I started hallucinating. First, I saw this vast plain with little shrubs scattered about it, and a sparrow hopping around pecking at them. My fiance came back with tea and woke me up, and I was like WTF? I was hallucinating. Then he went away again for a bit and I closed my eyes. This time the hallucinations got way more intense. When I say I was seeing things, I mean actually seeing them as if they were happening right in front of me in real life. So there was this woman at a sewing machine, a sort of portly woman in a frilly red dress. She was working at a seamstress shop or something. So she gets tired and leaves the sewing machine to go lie down and rest on this psychiatrist-couch type thing. Then her boss came over and told her to stop slacking and get back to work. So she just flips the FUCK out, and up-ends a table next to the couch, then calmly goes back to the sewing machine. Lol.
So after that, we started the scene, it was really hot and I was so relaxed from the gaba, like muscle relaxation, I didn't have much of a problem with the big toy being inserted. Then I got flogged a bit, it was a little painful but hot (on ass, back, legs and feet, tummy and breasts) with some nautical rope. Sort of like a toned-down cat o'nine tails. During the flogging part, I was looking to the side, and I thought I was looking at the wall, and it started to move. I was actually not even looking at the wall at all, it turned out to be a pillow and part of my arm. My fiance had walked away for a moment to get something, and I was tripping the fuck out so I said our safeword (which is pamplemousse) and he quickly came back over and untied me, asked me what's wrong, etc. I just told him I was hallucinating and felt weird being restrained while that was happening. Then I curled up in a ball and he held me for a bit, then went and made me a sandwich. Which I didn't like, so he made me another one. It was delicious. Then we listened to some dubstep and went to sleep.
Overall, a great experience with gabapentin, regardless of the little trip-out, which I think was more to do with being restrained and that I thought he was gone and got a little worried, but he was actually just like 2 feet away. I really like the muscle relaxation and how sexual I feel on it. We plan to do another session with it this weekend.
**We were not SO wanged that it was unsafe, and we do have a lot of experience with BDSM between us and also with drugs, so I wouldn't recommend this to a novice. Also remember not to actually leave the room when you have someone restrained who is intoxicated.
