Well I fucked up after eleven days
Been six days now. Haven't been doing anything interesting. I have a seroquel prescription from the doctor, it's been a lifesaver as I was going psycho, raging around about nothing, moods up & down, etc. I'm half-back on track now. I am also looking a shitload healthier.
on meth
these were a few years back now, i was very thin)
http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k40/clairepear4444/g-1.jpg
http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k40/clairepear4444/f.jpg
this one a few months ago
http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k40/clairepear4444/100_3180-1.jpg
lol at the eyes.
off:
http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k40/clairepear4444/IMG000243.jpg
It's crazy how it changes your appearance.
Whilst on it I didn't even think I looked that sick, but now that I am off it I am really amazed how different I look after (around) a month of little usage.
Put on 7kg, bit hard for me to see that.
If you have read earlier posts, I used to have a serious ED few years back, gained 10kg or so and remained at around 48kg for 2 yrs, but 55kg now.
Its strange looking normal!
I'm gonna have to eventually have to pay the dentist a visit, I am terrified. From almost 7 yrs of smoking it, it will not be pretty.
I know I already have two rotting teeth, one also rotted 2 yrs ago which I pulled out. Uh oh.
Have ANOTHER doctors next week. Check up with the anti-psychotic.
Been six days now. Haven't been doing anything interesting. I have a seroquel prescription from the doctor, it's been a lifesaver as I was going psycho, raging around about nothing, moods up & down, etc. I'm half-back on track now. I am also looking a shitload healthier.
on meth
these were a few years back now, i was very thin)http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k40/clairepear4444/g-1.jpg
http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k40/clairepear4444/f.jpg
this one a few months ago
http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k40/clairepear4444/100_3180-1.jpg
lol at the eyes.
off:
http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k40/clairepear4444/IMG000243.jpg
It's crazy how it changes your appearance.
Whilst on it I didn't even think I looked that sick, but now that I am off it I am really amazed how different I look after (around) a month of little usage.
Put on 7kg, bit hard for me to see that.
If you have read earlier posts, I used to have a serious ED few years back, gained 10kg or so and remained at around 48kg for 2 yrs, but 55kg now.
Its strange looking normal!
I'm gonna have to eventually have to pay the dentist a visit, I am terrified. From almost 7 yrs of smoking it, it will not be pretty.
I know I already have two rotting teeth, one also rotted 2 yrs ago which I pulled out. Uh oh.
Have ANOTHER doctors next week. Check up with the anti-psychotic.
hopefully you havent relapsed by now!