im about to inform you as to why i am entirely too pissed off at the moment. for what you ask? nothing that deserves this level of pissed offness, that's for sure, but it has me thinking about something a friend of mine said the other day. he was perturbed, just as i am now, but he said it was ugly and tried to apologize. i said, "fuck that. why is it ugly when it's apart of your nature?"
when someone's taking anger out on you, then yes that's a bit ugly, but if they're just angry in general...cussing loudly, bitching about what they're cussing about, roughly fumbling with nearby items...how is that ugly? how do people deal with repressing that kind of frustration? because i have no fucking idea. i actually find it attractive when people express anger in a healthy way. it's alive and raw and full of their personality.
i am completely guilty of this characteristic and im tired of being looked down upon because im having a bad day and verbalize. it's not a bad fucking thing to be angry...it's natural...it's healthy....it's just what fucking happens. dont be a bitch to everyone in your present area, dont break things that arent yours, but for god fucking sakes raise your voice at the coffee maker for not fucking cooperating!
besides, that's how i recognize love. when i see how a person acts during bad times, that's when i know if i love them or not. im not talking family either. when i find the person who finds me attractive when im irritated, that's who i'll marry. because all the other shit doesnt fucking matter really. you can laugh with anyone, talk with whoever...but it takes a fucking lot to really love a persons anger and not just put up with it.
when someone's taking anger out on you, then yes that's a bit ugly, but if they're just angry in general...cussing loudly, bitching about what they're cussing about, roughly fumbling with nearby items...how is that ugly? how do people deal with repressing that kind of frustration? because i have no fucking idea. i actually find it attractive when people express anger in a healthy way. it's alive and raw and full of their personality.
i am completely guilty of this characteristic and im tired of being looked down upon because im having a bad day and verbalize. it's not a bad fucking thing to be angry...it's natural...it's healthy....it's just what fucking happens. dont be a bitch to everyone in your present area, dont break things that arent yours, but for god fucking sakes raise your voice at the coffee maker for not fucking cooperating!
besides, that's how i recognize love. when i see how a person acts during bad times, that's when i know if i love them or not. im not talking family either. when i find the person who finds me attractive when im irritated, that's who i'll marry. because all the other shit doesnt fucking matter really. you can laugh with anyone, talk with whoever...but it takes a fucking lot to really love a persons anger and not just put up with it.
also its important, that when one is acting up or feeling particularly blah, to reassure whoever is witnessing it that "its not about you, Im just feeling this way, dont take it personally, it will pass. Just let me be." My friends and loved ones who dont react to it, and are just "there" for me when Im angry or pissed off at whatever, hold a really special place in my heart. I appreciate it so much. I try to do the same to others as well. You smellin me? 