well, its Monday.. and guess what!? I am kinda fucking miserable! but to be honest, I am not really that miserable, but just dont want to be at "work" right now. I put work in quotations marks because I truly hate my job and I honestly do not even consider it work; its more like jail time.. but I've been there, too.. and I guess jail is a little worse, ha. notice how I said a LITTLE!
so Friday I fly out to Los Angeles for a 5 day vaca w/ a girl! imagine.. 5 days in LA w/ a girl!? who would have thought a junked out addict like myself would ever make it out of the state and be able to do something like this. def. NOT ME if you asked me even 6-8 months ago. well, maybe a year ago cuz 6-8 months ago I STARTED to TRY and make a comeback to reality but was still using HARD! so yea, I get to go to LA and get the fuck out of Boston - I am EXCITED AS SHIT! ESP. to spend time w/ this girl and just have 5 days of not having to worry about a damn thing, like work, drugs, etc. I never thought this day would come again but here it is and I am ready to fucking go, baby!
my first time leaving the state in years, man. last time was a Vegas trip in 2011 or 2012, I kinda forget.. but I brought a bunch of 30's w/ me so I was still getting HIGHHHHHHHH the whole time - it was fun, dont get me wrong, but since then I've been junked out and broke as a MOFO, so to be able to do this again is exciting, esp. w/ a girl who I actually like, ya know!? who would have thought!?
me and the lady do plan on attending a concert out there and doing some MOLLY! should be fun, right? havent done 'E", now called "Molly" in over 10yrs; esp. since I hit the "hard" drug scene and only did HARD FUCKING DRUGS for the past 8 years, man! I say past 8 years but before that when I was a "club kid" I would do crystal, G, E, K and anything else to keep me up for days at a time as I partied; eventually it all ended and heroin/benzos were introduced/put infront of me and I left the "party" scene and went to a STAY AT HOME AND SHOOT DOPE SCENE for a long ass time! it fucking ruined my life in every possible way, which is why I am excited to GET BACK OUT THERE!
OK, so its Monday but I leave for LA Friday morning at 8AM and arrive at 12PM PST! I cant fucking wait!
ill post on my return.. or if something crazyyyyyyyyyyy happens in the meantime.
so Friday I fly out to Los Angeles for a 5 day vaca w/ a girl! imagine.. 5 days in LA w/ a girl!? who would have thought a junked out addict like myself would ever make it out of the state and be able to do something like this. def. NOT ME if you asked me even 6-8 months ago. well, maybe a year ago cuz 6-8 months ago I STARTED to TRY and make a comeback to reality but was still using HARD! so yea, I get to go to LA and get the fuck out of Boston - I am EXCITED AS SHIT! ESP. to spend time w/ this girl and just have 5 days of not having to worry about a damn thing, like work, drugs, etc. I never thought this day would come again but here it is and I am ready to fucking go, baby!
my first time leaving the state in years, man. last time was a Vegas trip in 2011 or 2012, I kinda forget.. but I brought a bunch of 30's w/ me so I was still getting HIGHHHHHHHH the whole time - it was fun, dont get me wrong, but since then I've been junked out and broke as a MOFO, so to be able to do this again is exciting, esp. w/ a girl who I actually like, ya know!? who would have thought!?
me and the lady do plan on attending a concert out there and doing some MOLLY! should be fun, right? havent done 'E", now called "Molly" in over 10yrs; esp. since I hit the "hard" drug scene and only did HARD FUCKING DRUGS for the past 8 years, man! I say past 8 years but before that when I was a "club kid" I would do crystal, G, E, K and anything else to keep me up for days at a time as I partied; eventually it all ended and heroin/benzos were introduced/put infront of me and I left the "party" scene and went to a STAY AT HOME AND SHOOT DOPE SCENE for a long ass time! it fucking ruined my life in every possible way, which is why I am excited to GET BACK OUT THERE!
OK, so its Monday but I leave for LA Friday morning at 8AM and arrive at 12PM PST! I cant fucking wait!
ill post on my return.. or if something crazyyyyyyyyyyy happens in the meantime.
