DilateddEyeess
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Two nights ago SWIM decided to take some "MDMA" with her friend after getting back from the club. Yes she had been drinking through the night & know's that isn't the best idea but had it been a small amount(half a cap) she did not think it would have much an effect on her. just wanted enough to make everything feel and sound better & for the Euphoria. SWIM's mom & sister were also in the house, but had gone to bed so she took a smaller amount. SWIM has done MDMA many time before now whether it be at rave's, at friends places, or even to the bar & has never done anything like SWIM did two nights ago.
SWIM remembers maybe up to half an hour after taking the cap, her friend was already rolling maybe 15 minutes in & was saying he was fucked up. SWIM honestly doesn't remember anything after that. SWIM very vaguely remembers hearing someones voice saying "what did she take? she's totally fucked. what is she on?" & then very remembers seeing her mom look at her with this bothered/concerned look on her face. almost as if she was scared of SWIM & it really bothered seeing her look at SWIM that way.
The next morning SWIM's mom & sister had told her that her & her friend were totally fucked up. SWIMS mom told her that around 4 AM she heard someone banging around outside her door so she looked and it was SWIM literally rolling around on the ground on her back side to side, banging her body back and forth on her moms door, talking to herself. legit SWIM said the words to her self "yeah i know right?!" just randomly without anyone saying anything. and was mumbling gibberish and would randomly talk about random shit. Her mom said to her "sally what are you doing?" and SWIM apparently said back "talking to Tom"(her friend) - who was all the way downstairs & wouldn't have been able to hear her. she then asked for SWIM to come into her room and speak with her & SWIM did not respond & continued to roll around on the ground & talk to herself. SWIM apparently then somehow got downstairs & was just sitting there talking to herself on the living room chair. In the mean time apparently SWIMS friend was standing in SWIMS room talking to himself and complaining about being cold. SWIM does not remember ANY of this.
SWIMS mom described the look on SWIMS face while this was all happening & said her eyes were totally "bugged out and all black". her face was white and pale & she looked drugged out and "gaunt"? now SWIM is aware of eyes becoming very dilated when on MDMA but the way she described the look on SWIMs face is kinda fucked up. SWIM literally had the worst MDMA hangover ever yesterday and slept all day and night. Nothing like this has ever happened to SWIM before. When taking only half a cap SWIM usually just has the euphoria and is feeling good but never to the point of being so fucked up & can;t control anything SWIMs doing. SWIM would never ever let especially her mom see her that way if having to control it but honestly does not remember anything. the very faint memory of the voices of hearing "shes fucked up" only seems memorable to be a dream. Woke up with several HUGE bruises on shoulders & elbows, knees, feet.
a few shelves in her bedroom had also been removed from the drawer & it looks like they were thrown on her bedroom floor & woke up to that.
Was that actually MDMA or was it cut with a bunch of other shit? That has NEVER happened before & SWIM is bothered by this. Or could it just be the fact that SWIM had been drinking for hours previously and was dehydrated?
SWIM remembers maybe up to half an hour after taking the cap, her friend was already rolling maybe 15 minutes in & was saying he was fucked up. SWIM honestly doesn't remember anything after that. SWIM very vaguely remembers hearing someones voice saying "what did she take? she's totally fucked. what is she on?" & then very remembers seeing her mom look at her with this bothered/concerned look on her face. almost as if she was scared of SWIM & it really bothered seeing her look at SWIM that way.
The next morning SWIM's mom & sister had told her that her & her friend were totally fucked up. SWIMS mom told her that around 4 AM she heard someone banging around outside her door so she looked and it was SWIM literally rolling around on the ground on her back side to side, banging her body back and forth on her moms door, talking to herself. legit SWIM said the words to her self "yeah i know right?!" just randomly without anyone saying anything. and was mumbling gibberish and would randomly talk about random shit. Her mom said to her "sally what are you doing?" and SWIM apparently said back "talking to Tom"(her friend) - who was all the way downstairs & wouldn't have been able to hear her. she then asked for SWIM to come into her room and speak with her & SWIM did not respond & continued to roll around on the ground & talk to herself. SWIM apparently then somehow got downstairs & was just sitting there talking to herself on the living room chair. In the mean time apparently SWIMS friend was standing in SWIMS room talking to himself and complaining about being cold. SWIM does not remember ANY of this.
SWIMS mom described the look on SWIMS face while this was all happening & said her eyes were totally "bugged out and all black". her face was white and pale & she looked drugged out and "gaunt"? now SWIM is aware of eyes becoming very dilated when on MDMA but the way she described the look on SWIMs face is kinda fucked up. SWIM literally had the worst MDMA hangover ever yesterday and slept all day and night. Nothing like this has ever happened to SWIM before. When taking only half a cap SWIM usually just has the euphoria and is feeling good but never to the point of being so fucked up & can;t control anything SWIMs doing. SWIM would never ever let especially her mom see her that way if having to control it but honestly does not remember anything. the very faint memory of the voices of hearing "shes fucked up" only seems memorable to be a dream. Woke up with several HUGE bruises on shoulders & elbows, knees, feet.
a few shelves in her bedroom had also been removed from the drawer & it looks like they were thrown on her bedroom floor & woke up to that.
Was that actually MDMA or was it cut with a bunch of other shit? That has NEVER happened before & SWIM is bothered by this. Or could it just be the fact that SWIM had been drinking for hours previously and was dehydrated?
