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Pyro

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Standing frozen, mouth shut, eyes wide open.
It all moves around me with momentum to change lives.
And it does.
And then one stops
And then I look and see her
And I know that I can not have that.
I turn away
And when I look back
There I am still standing there
Run mother fucker! What the hell are you doing?
And I roar out at myself.
A scream as primal as is possible by humanity.
DO WHAT YOU KNOW IS RIGHT AND RUN MOTHER FUCKER!
"But what is the definition of right?"
"Who's to say what's wrong?"
"And it *feels* so perfect"
And it feels so perfect...
And I scream inside my head again.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
There I am again.
Back in front of her with the world blurred around me,
In their own momentum.
I write this so those of you in the blur can maybe see what's in this blur.
And I tried to run
I didn't run.
She doesn't know what she's doing
And I can't seem to tell her
I must tell her
This is my resolve...
So I write this for -you-
I care about you
I want you
I am no better than the other fallen
But you have to see it from my view
You have to see what goes on inside my mind
Behind my eyes.
There is only a shred of who I am fighting this
And it *has* to be fought.
Don't you see?
So go be in love with him
Don't waste your time with me
I guarantee you I am not worth what it'd take
You can't put me in that situation
I hate to say it but,
If you really cared
You would only be my friend
You would never *let* me go further
You would only be my friend.
And I am in a dream
As I shatter backwards
Being pulled by Me, back and away...
Tim
 
dope dope
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-tino
 
......if she only knew who she's overlooking
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......
Luvs,
-Amina
P.S - How was the visit??
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen
 
See... she's not overlooking me in anyway. that's part of the freaking problem!!!!
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man. it's such a wonderful fucked up thing to have to deal with
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See you when we burn the man!!
Pyro
 
a burning man you do say?
Nice stuff.
~...really enjoyed much~
 
Ah.. isnt life so much fun? So, what are you going to do now.. An honorable withdraw, or a lovers leap into the unknown?
 
no telling what I'm liable to do.
At this point I have no point of referance (does that make sense?)
I'm enjoying it all in one way or another.
pain hurts
love doesn't.
 
Pyro
Uh ummm is all i have to say,,
love you hun !
* mwah*
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen
 
*bump*
I miss your words Pyro. I still owe you a couple of slices and cokes.
 
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