Fuck You.

[E-girl]

fuck you
if i could take back all those words i said...
not the bad, but the good...
i would.
fuck you
for never listening
fuck you
that i threw my heart out in the open
and watched you step all over it.
fuck you
that you are your own worst advice.
fuck you
that in 3 years you came to be my hero,
yet in one night, one moment,
you became a bad nightmare.
fuck you
that now tonight,
i will not sleep again.....
i will not be awake writing sweet words to your image...
but instead throwing mental darts at your face.
fuck you
tonight you changed everything i think of you
fuck you
that i went so far out of my way
to surprise you
and when i tried to tell you
how much it hurt me
to go all that way to not even get to see you...
that you did what you did tonight.
said what you said.
FUCK YOU.
[This message has been edited by E-girl (edited 22 July 2001).]

 

[Mellabopper]

i dunno what to say. it sounds like you just got hurt really badly by someone you care about

keep your head up though. that which does not kill us only makes us stronger
Mella

 

[Nietzche]

I envy any one that could feel emotions that strongly. But a crash that hard must have had an incredible high. Hope you are able to discover that again!

 

[Charlie Brown]

xcellent egirl, I read some of yur other stuff and they are great 2. This one is good cos sometimes u need something that really pisses u off to get over it totally, im sure you will bounce back time heals all.
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sex is the key to the soul~

 

[HonestRavegrl]

Hey E-Girl...I know how you feel...Like they said time heals all...Keep your head up =)
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Every person in our lives is a mirror reflextion of ourselves.
"There's a space somewhere in time
in the deep caverns of your mind where you know how to fly"
(excerpted from Cosmic Rap)

 

[Sparklesxtc]

don't let anybody or anything push you and your spirit down. remember not everyone is the same as the one who hurts. good is there along with the bad. you're a great writer because you let your emotions fill the screen. it's beautiful.

 

[dazedraver]

I know it's hard kid and i've been there my self the dizzing high brought horribly low can crush you're self image but dont' let it
you're a beautiful and caring person that boy must really be a fool.
Jj
P.S. Just point and I'll break the legs
:-I grrrrr!

 

[CarolBarrel]

that was good. i enjoyed it.
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"It's all fun and games until someone looses an eye."
"Dark clouds may hang on me sometimes, but i'll work it out."

 

[lilygirl]

"i will not sleep again.....
i will not be awake writing sweet words to your image...
but instead throwing mental darts at your face."
i really liked that line... very good poem
~lil