fuck,my social withdrawal r all gone~~

[mobc1990]

wow,for the 1st time i take mdma i just feel like hugging onto the music...i personally suffer from schizophrenia and stopped medicine for almost 2 month already..and ytd i took MDMA and went out wiuth my cousin....i make all of them laugh including myself and i felt very confident to speak and r not a withdraw zombie like i used to be..i decide that i will take it once a week...

 

[Wadsworth]

You're an idiot. Taking it once a week will only WORSEN your Schizophrenia, not better it. Take it from someone who watched her significant other (diagnosed with a semi-severe case of paranoid schizophrenia in April) go down the tube when he abused recreational drugs, including MDMA. If you MUST take it, take it bi-monthly, or wait even longer if you have good control.

Come on. You are smarter than this. Do you really want your illness to run your life? Because it will if you stay on this path. You're going to be an even bigger zombie if you destroy your brain chemistry further by abusing MDMA.

My boyfriend was able to finally take it again 7 months after his last episode, and he didn't have any negative side effects, but we're both more than positive he would if he tried to take it again too soon. I was upset at him for taking it to begin with. It could have been so much worse, and I could have lost him to another 4 month long episode again. He would have had to be in another facility. You want your freedom? Fucking earn it by taking drugs responsibly, especially in your condition.

 

[peacefuldreamer09]

Please don't use it that often, your body is going to take a couple weeks to recover seratonin levels.

I do want to say that it's great you had a good time and were able to be social, you'll find very negative effects if you use every week though.

 

[Seattle_Stranger]

That's a TERRIBLE idea. You will permanently damage yourself, no question. Also, unless you've been instructed by your doctor, you shouldn't stop your medication either!!

You're staring down the barrel of a gun bro.

 

[Legerity]

Once a week sounds like a lot. Regardless of effects on neurotransmitters, you need to give your body time to rest, especially if you are using MDMA while staying up all night.

I don't know enough about the effects of MDMA on schizophrenia to comment on that. If you are able to learn from the experiences and overcome your social difficulties even while not on MDMA, then you will be maximizing benefits. If you decide to roll every week but for the rest of the week you are miserable, you are not necessarily helping yourself out and could potentially run into problems.

 

[Splinterguitar69]

Whoawhoawhoawhoawhoa

Here's a heard but nessesary pill you need to take a second to swallow (No pun intended): Even though your mental instability isn't your fault, it's one of the cards you've been dealt. Not taking drugs like LSD, MDMA, Shrooms, DMT, etc comes with the territory. I know these drugs are fun, don't get me wrong, but you need to accept the hand you were dealt at birth and respect your body accordingly. I'm not trying to be a pud and dog you, I'm just trying to say that even though it sucks, these drugs weren't meant for you

 

[Warped Reality]

With a mindset like that - You're doomed.

 

[Bearlove]

Taking Ecstasy several times per week will simply turn you into a withdrawn zombie again - taking it once a month you can enjoy its magic, abuse it and you will pay the price.

Also by skipping your meds you are only putting yourself and your loved ones at risk and is a pretty reckless decision.

Nothing more can really be said on this - thread closed.