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Ozekat

Ozekat

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Well howdy folks. I finally got the wake-up call that I needed. Yes, I indeed felt like I was dying from the inside out earlier today.

May I never touch this piece of shit drug again. May I never, EVER even make a half assed attempt to do a miniscule amount of this worst drug I've ever had the displeasure of knowing existed.

It will catch up to you FAST. I figure I will be alright, doing it off and on for the past 2-3 months. At least I hope so. What I mean is I hope I haven't damaged my brain or heart or whatever else that I need to keep on living happily and normally.

Goodbye meth, you never gave me anything remotely close to being positive. Next time you rear your ugly head I will kick it and watch it roll on down the road.
 
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yeah fuck meth.. if your going to role on amps then stick to reg amps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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Jesus that shit is scary.. How the hell does a substance do that to a person's skin and everything? Is it the substance or is it what the effects are?

I can say happily that Meth , and PCP, are one of the drugs i've never tried and won't . But I see how terrible it is, and I am happy to hear you have made a serious choice to stop !

You can do it man :) If you need to , move to the east coast, meth is almost unheard of over here. I saw it ONE time, when a "friend" had it , and asked if I wanted that ... which makes it prob the first drug free I've declined.
 
Thank you, this thread has a pretty positive vibe not counting all those disgusting faces!!! lol, thanks for scaring me away from it again though, each time I do it I enjoy it less and less......its pretty shitty of a drug really, tolerance skyrockets and the crash is just misery for me.
 
Aw that blonde with the pink hair was so pretty.

How are you doing Ozekat?
 
pretty good actually working on trying to coexist better with humanity.
 
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^ Heh I remember when I kicked out a terrible roommate before. It was actually quite fulfilling, as mean as that sounds, but he was a horrible roommate.
 
My best friend was a tweeker (I preferred opiates) She used daily for over a decade. I'd seen her pull out her hair strand by strand and get covered with crank sores. She finally developed a brain tumor. I can't say for sure that crank caused it...but I really think it did. It's a terrible, terrible drug. The worst in my book....
 
Yeah I hear you. I'm feeling pretty damn good actually, I think my WD's are about over. I know the next few weeks will be a bit rocky but I really feel good about it.
 
Meth is not deemed The World's Most Dangerous Drug for nothin'.

Meth is my drug of choice. You're making a smart move. Good on you for stopping early. I used off and on intravenously, sometimes very heavily, for about a decade and developed all sorts of issues, some that will never go away, including a very palpable learning disability. I also destroyed a lot of really great things in short periods of time.

Meth is, IMO, the hardest drug to kick. I kicked heroin and cocaine, and it was/is NOTHING like staying off of meth.

It wasn't clear whether your shitty roomie was a tweeker, but you'll have to cut off all of your using friends and connections. Even if you love them. They're poisonous and will ultimately be your downfall. After a decade (yes, I tried quitting every year I used) of futile attempts at sobriety, I finally moved 350 miles away from my home state, never to use again.
 
^ right.. did you also IV pretty pure coke.. I only ask because Im trying to understand how much of an effect the rate at which dopamine is released factors into addiction. See I think that IV coke causes the most rapid (well cocaethylene) dopamine manipulation, but meth causes a much greater amount of dopamine to be released.





if you think about the content of the last video here it makes a bunch of meth users thought and behavior start to make a little sense, not to mention addiction.

EDT: for the first vid clip.. i just posted this to show levels and do not agree with the statement entirely that dopamine is what makes you feel good.. also if you think about the monkey study compared with the fact that addicts, after a while get "higher" , when going to get our drugs, then when we actually take them.. it seems to make sense of that.
 
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You're right, shroomster.

Well I got a job. Talk about an all natural release of dopamine and raising ones self-esteem. I'm fortunate. I'm glad I know who I know, and I'm glad they care. Now its time to get to the grindstone.

I think I just give in too easily to peer pressure, and when the drugs are there I do them. But when I seek them out, its not nearly as often as your typical addict, especially lately. No one is perfect, one day at a time, one step at a time. I'll get better, and I'll be happier when I find the way that is best for me.
 
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You're right, shroomster.

Well I got a job. Talk about an all natural release of dopamine and raising ones self-esteem. I'm fortunate. I'm glad I know who I know, and I'm glad they care. Now its time to get to the grindstone.

I think I just give in too easily to peer pressure, and when the drugs are there I do them. But when I seek them out, its not nearly as often as your typical addict, especially lately. No one is perfect, one day at a time, one step at a time. I'll get better, and I'll be happier when I find the way that is best for me.
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Good for you, broseph. You sound like you have a decent head on your shoulder. I'm the same way, by the way - if the drugs are there, I'll do them; that's why I had to cut everyone off. I have zero will power when it comes to my drug of choice. None. And even if I do, I'm going to assume I don't because I can't risk it. Don't make sobriety harder than it already is by surrounding yourself with drugs you enjoy
 
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