FUCK ME. and i mean that.

fuck me, seriously, i need it... in one way shape or form... i want to be fucked constantly... i try my hardest to screw myself over at every turn, and i don't know why...

i'm seriously craving herion today... but thanks to suboxone it will not work... even if i scored, slammed, nothing...

and thats frustrating... i have a facial injury, its not that bad, but i'm using it as an excuse...

and that is bad...

i scored... not what you think, the mean, green... take my pain away...

time for the rituatal... *change bongwater, pack, cough smile*


ugh...