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Fuck Mdma is so addicting!!!

MDMA is very enjoyable and any pleasurable experience can become an object of fixation. You've taken breaks between each use so you know that you are capable of waiting even though you the thought is in your mind. If you want to continue to enjoy it then make sure you find a frequency of use that allows you to do so without diminishing returns.

It is not true that MDMA is guaranteed to make you stupid, slow, etc., although certain individuals do seem to notice side-effects, especially with heavy use.
 
I'll add my 2 cents as well, as this is one drug I have a LOT of experience with. I first tried MDMA in 1992, when the rave scene in the UK was really at it's peak. I was 20 years old and started to go to raves every weekend, popping potent pills like they were M & M's. I completely understand how the original poster feels, because I felt exactly the same. I lived for the weekends. After about one year I noticed that the 6 days between the raves were boring. I lost touch with the friends who weren't into the same scene and only had the friends who were as fucked-up as me. Needless to say, depression eventually set-in and after about 2 years of taking MDMA regularly I quit altogether. I went to see my Dr who prescribed an SSRI. It took about 12 months to recover from the abuse and return to some semblance of normality.

I took MDMA rarely after that and even went for quite a few years without taking it at all. Recently I have made an acquaintance who knows a clandestine chemist producing pure MDMA, in it's untouched crystalline form. I couldn't resist the temptation and I've done it about 4 times in the past year. THIS is a sensible amount. I have had absolutely no side effects taking it in this frequency, and I enjoy it so much more than I did when I took it every week (post-honeymoon period).

So, I'm merely echoing other experienced users of this, my favourite drug. By all means think about it, even miss it, but keep consumption of it to a level that doesn't fuck-up your serotonin levels long-term. Hope this helps.
 
For the next few days after a roll I crave the feeling so bad, but i've managed to just not use it with pure willpower. Recently though I kinda realized that if I use it to regularly it will no longer be this wonderful thing it is to me now. So its become so easy to not use :).
 
I find that after a good roll, I simply don't think my mind can handle another one. I feel kind of drained and satisfyed with the roll before hand.
While you're rolling, you want to roll more, but when you're coming down the jaw and temples just feel horrible...
 
There's no doubt about it that MDMA is fun. Hell, after a year's break, I still thought about it every day! Like every drug though, it needs to be respected and used in moderation - or it will soon lose it's magic.
 
yeah a good reason not to do it so often is so that when you do it it's much more magical; otherwise it just begins to feel standard!

so then when you do do it, go effing mental xD
 
Yeah most of the responses in here are spot on. I've been taking it for almost 2 years (always at least 1-3 month breaks in between, never abused) and I think about it almost everyday. When its something that good, I guess thoughts about it are inevitable. You just have to stay level headed and show some respect for it.
 
You should relax on the mdma man.
Its a special occasion, afterwards it just loses the specialness, and it just isn't as unique anymore.
 
I'm basically in the same place and i think the only thing keeping me from rolling every weekend was the fact that i couldn't really get it every weekend. Thats my devil's advocate that helps me get through and most other peoples I'm assuming is the hangover but you have to find something that will keep you from doing it every weekend or else you will...
 
yea one thing that helps is that i know its way more fun t do at an actual party or rave rather then just doing it when ur chillen. but dont you guys kinda wish you never tried it now because you realize how amaZing it is
 
Just wait until your talking backwards, and you cant remember what you were saying as you were saying it all the time. Youll stop taking it.

I was rolling every weekend with a mixture of LSD and various other psychedelics for a 6 month period and i became extremely burnt out. Very lack of emotion, HPPD, scatter brain, couldnt comprehend peoples sentences, and most of all anxiety. I thought the government was tracking my every move, i thought everyone was talking about me in every situation, just very manic thought patterns.

I would hope my experiences would shead some light on others to not go on extreme 6 month long binges of MDMA, LSD, Mushrooms, Mescaline , Ketamine and various other psychedelic's. I went from a very sane normal rational though pattern, to a completely irrational state of mind in a 6 month period. Basically a drug induced psychosis.

I am now better from this state of mind, after a 6 month break from everything besides ganja, 1 LSD trip, and a few 4-aco-dmt trips.

Everything in moderation is okay. Its all about control.
 
tom landers said:
:!/8o lucky bstrd!!! the things i would do to be in your shoes....
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:) To be honest, it was only the opportunity of having pure MDMA that tempted me to do it again after years of not having any. It's quite expensive - similar price to coke - but worth every penny (or kroner, in this case!) Give me a shout if you're ever in Copenhagen! ;)
 
Layman Shamen said:
:) To be honest, it was only the opportunity of having pure MDMA that tempted me to do it again after years of not having any. It's quite expensive - similar price to coke - but worth every penny (or kroner, in this case!) Give me a shout if you're ever in Copenhagen! ;)
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HELLLL YEAH!!! I'm definitely taking you up on that offer!!!!!!
btw, why does he charge you so much? I mean if its that expensive, how is the presser able to buy enough to make/sell pills at low prices?
I mean, how much are good pills in your area? the price must be through the roof..
 
I got over E quickly because of the 24-48 hours of miserable, hopeless depression I experienced in exchange for 3-4 hours of intense pleasure. Not a very balanced trade-off.
 
i got SUPER addicted to mdma for about 8 months. I was doing it a few times a week the first 4 months i did mdma atleast 3 times a week. You may not believe it but i did and i didnt get bad comedowns or felt like shit it was ok but after it got REAL bad now i suffer from brain zaps im pree depressed i feel like i need mdma to be happy but i have cut down alot. My big temptation was i was getting pure M for very very dirt cheap and it was always a phone call away so i would pick up grams of very good pure M and juss throw it down every night and just sit there on my laptop and listen to music i got use to rolling alone.

but omg it sucks now!! comedowns feel like hell
 
The only real problem with MDMA is maintaining a supply, regulating how often you use it, and that you can never forget how good it is :) Try it once, and you're it's prisoner for life. But almost every prisoner loves it!!!!
 
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