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Shootingstar22

Shootingstar22

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I'm sorry but I have to vent. I've been doing pills now off and on for 10 years. Not heavy use, on average about 5-10 pills a year or less. This is accuate for the last 5 yrs for sure, before that I did have a couple party years where it was more. I'm currently 29 and have pretty much lost all my connections.

Most of my friends don't use anymore and my one friend who I used to get off of is brutal to deal with. I'll ask him once a year for 5 pills and tell him I need it in 2 wks, he will then proceed to make me chase him, calling him once a week, the nevery couple days cause he forgot or whatever. At the last second he will come though with the pills after stressing me out and making me think the night wont happen at all. I hate calling him and he really is my last resort. I tried another option last summer. I sent the guy he got it off of a message on facebook making up this story of how a buddy told me that If I ever needed then to ask "Vic" the guy who I was messaging and also told him I knew his friend who I knew of but didn't actually know. This to my surprise actually worked. "Vic" took my word for it and messaged me his guys #, so I didn't have to even run into him and keep lieing or worry about being recognized by a mutual friend. The guy met me the next day with pure MDMA Caps and sold me 10 for a decent price. When this happened I felt like I hit the jackpot, I had a realiable source who wasn't connected to anyone in my immidiate life. Well that was the end of that.

The guy never responded again to my texts, and I tried sending "Vic" another message on facebook but he never responded either. Since then in a desperate moment I messaged someone I saw on Craigs list who mentioned being high at the club in their add. They said they could help me but then changed their mind, probaby because they thought I was a cop or worse....and I dont' blame them.

My latest attempt was messaging one other acqaintance who I know used to be a pill head and who I heard was at a rave last year. Well, she never responded and just changed her status to "hahahahahahahahaha" I'm paranoid that she saw my message and its about me asking her for pills.

I don't feel I can go to a club and look because I'm almost 30 and I'm afriad of getting bunk pills or getting ripped off or people thinking I'm a cop.

What do you guys think? are my E days over? Id really like your honest opinion. Has anyone else ever had probems finding a hook up?

Thanks,

Shootingstar*
 
Get yourself a clean shave and wear hello kitty earmuffs or some shit. Then you can be just like one of these younger kiddos and maybe not seem so authority like? I dunno....that made me chuckle a bit though.

-Wolfman
 
Well, My suggestion would be to use the connect you have, even if they're not particularly reliable. I have a friend who's just like that and figured out a pretty good way of dealing with them. So, there are a few ways of doing this, the second and third are better, but the first sometimes works.

1. Tell them you need it about a week or so before they actually do. Friends/connects like this are pretty forgetful, but most of them will get it for you when you want it or maybe shortly after. If you tell them you need it a week before you really do, it takes some stress away because they'll probably end up getting it early for you without realizing it.

2. This is the better way of going about this. Get the stuff from them when you don't actually need it. Tell your friend/connect that you need it in two weeks when you really don't at all, then next time you actually need some, ask for more. If he can get more, that's awesome, but if not, you have some reserves just in case. If he can get some, then do get it, that way you can still keep reserves for next time.

3. Stop caring when you take MDMA. This can be a little annoying when you want to roll at certain events, but it's better than just stopping all together if that's not what you want to do. If it doesn't matter to you when you get/take the MDMA, then having a source that takes a long time won't matter as much. You can just take it at home or at the next event.

I hope this helps, even if it doesn't help much. Using a source thats annoying to deal with, but gets good product is better than someone you don't know and may sell you pipes. It is possible for you to still find good stuff in clubs, but that's pretty annoying too, and more risky.
 
Ask around and you will find people. I've met two from Craigs List, one who became a good friend. But I've also had people on CL who said I'd have to come over to "fuck their smooth ass" (quote) if I wanted it.

Or you can always request some when there is no event coming up and then have it for later.
 
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