ihearthemoose
Bluelighter
Dude fuck the job. Not sure if legally they can fire you? Anyways, iif it's not a legit career choice man, fuck it and go. Especially if you still feel like shit. Your son needs you 100.percent
Seven or eight months is a good average to kick the paws which should be a great end to the physical symptoms. Physical symptoms die as the brain resets itself.
as far as the actual addiction.. what some refer to the "mental addiction" that is not something that just goes away right away.
We need to learn how it works and develop ways to combat it.
A very easy way to look at what addiction is by looking at drives that are the same.
Hunger, we can choose not to eat, but there is no way we can choose not to be hungry.
Thirst, we can choose not to drink, but there is no way we can choose not to be thirsty.
Sex. we can choose not to fuck or satisfy ourselves, but i have never been able to choose to not be horny.
Drug addiction, we can choose not to use drugs we are addicted to, but for a year or so and at times we cant choose not to desire to use drugs.
What we can do is learn to deal with the desires. They certainly dont stay around forever, im living testament to that.
The key to beating addiction is enlightenment.. enlightenment is when our conscious brain takes over executive control from our unconscious.
I know with all the crazy insane shit you have learned/instructed/ or forced down your unwilling throat this crazy fucker nsa is talking enlightenment garbage.
Not even close to playing though.