Friggen soboredity!!!! so bored...

sober...

bore...

shooting suboxone pills (the needle is an addiction in and of itself) prooved un-satisfying... i used to shoot subutex, and those had a rush, but these are diff... u push, and then... nothing

but then like 5 minutes later, the bupe pulls through and u start to get a rush... honestly i only iv them cuz...

1. i can play with needles!!!!
2.save my meds
3.i can't stand the taste in my nose
4. i can stand the strips in my mouth, but not the pills, and the pills were the only thing in town...(the pharmacies!)

these little hexagons have saved me... however, im sober, bored... and... CRAVING hard...

just, like, constant... pot helps... but (licks lips) what i would do... if i wasn't on this orange crap!

no.. no no... this is saving my life, humans breathe, heroin users don't...

the 9 in 10 figure sticks out...


only 1 in 10 iv heroin users makes it out...

i've been in the top 90% of various fields of education throughout my life, however, never like...

I CAN DO IT


but seriously, it keeps ringing in my head,...


em, i've been awake to long, off my planet!

 

also in my resoning are the staggering bio-availability figures...

 

reasoning...

 

Ive never got a rush from shooting sub. If your going to continue shooting them you really should invest in a micron filter all that talc is horrible for you. It also could be the dose your shooting I have found that the less sub I take the more I feel a high.

 

ok i have read alot of terrible things about shooting suboxone and i am an iv user i tried it once but i most be doin something wrong in the preperation! i am an morphine addict myself. also a questin were do i get these wheel filter and micron filters every one talks about

 

hi katrina, you'll find some good info in the Other Drugs Directory.

As to micron/wheel filters, I'm assuming they are available at pharmacies but if not, a Google search ought to answer that question.

Welcome to Bluelight, btw %)

 

theres a widely available online rig/filter service available.. its like the only url we're allowed to post on here jk jk... and please... if ur gonna comment on my blog, assume i know the risks of shooting subs.. although i don't come across as very intelligent in my blog, its more of my emotions than my thoughts...
don't mean to be rude, but, i'm no idiot, i may have nearly killed myself...

damnit ur all right...


ok, i'll stop shooting subs... IF i go back to sub dr, i will demand generic subutex again, and perhaps order a micron filter...

but, more likely, i'll wake up after the next time i sleep (sleep hasn't been an every night thing...) won't feel sick, and i'll remember the images of me stabbing myself, holding the door, while my lover tried her hardest to stop me, then i'll think about the 5 years i put my whole family through, wondering if i was going to keel over any minute...

not to mention, at the very least the $75,000 i blew on plastic bags... i mean, thats the only part i kept... and that's only cuz im messy...


sorry, overdone, i really appreciate you looking over me, i know u were just trying to help, but, i know its wrong, and i'm trying to get away from it...

the needle man... the needle...

time for a new post!

 

My micron filtering mega thread will answer most questions re: microns.

BTW there is no talc in Suboxone, although there is corn starch.

I do get a good effect from IV buprenorphine, although I think that calling it a "rush" is slightly misleading since most people would then expect something like IV heroin.