fresh outta rehab ..

Jonesy my man I wish you the best of luck. I bet dropping acid while living in a half-way house would be the makings of a bad trip.
 
Haha. Well i have never even seen real acid so dont have to worry about that. In all honesty though i feel like drugs will always be a part of my life though, just none that show up in piss while living here., i cant afford to get kicked out
 
Have you ever tried methadone? It really helped me to get my shit together. After a few months I only had to go 3 times a week. The motivator was I didn't want to piss dirty and lose the take homes. Going to the clinic 6 days a week before work sucked but it was what I needed at the time. Bad part was I couldn't really go on vacation because I had to get my medicine Monday wednesday and Friday. All in all I think it worked out for me. I haven't used smack in 10 years, but I still use vicodin and usually my script runs out early so I usually suffer for a week or so I just can't bring myself to go to the ghetto and risk getting caught. I don't want to lose what I have.
 
No way man i dont want those month long withdrawals and dont want my teeth to fall out

To answer your question though yes ive thought extensively about it.. but the negatives outweigh the positives for me, id rather have a few bad relapsee then suffer what meth would do to me physically and with the withdrawals
 
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