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Pupils

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Joined last week....figured it's time to introduce myself. Here in California (nor-cal) 31 and have a loving family...love this site, I've got so much info and first hand experience than well, anywhere on the web. Thanks to all the members for the info (and the laughs) Quit drinking over 4 years ago (the drank was my demon of demise) quit cigs shit...8 years ago. Quit weed almost a year ago....haven't eaten meat in 16 months. Quit fuckin' around w/ meth (wasn't addicted) over a year ago...and kicked pain pills from my back surgery 2 years ago. BUT.....

I am kicking opiates for the second time. First time I had back surgery(2 years ago) and was dependent on pillls for pain...I quit cold turkey.FUCK! well not really...on the second day I did a line of meth and it got me through it. I don't recommend that, but it did work. I started fuckin' around with the meth here and there. Quit that completely. Done. This time I went on a week bender with Oxycodones, not too crazy just every day for a week. My fault...The first time was from a legit medical reason. This time was me being a dumbass...

So I joined to find a way to beat the WD without meth this time....I came to the right spot. I've taken tramadol and xanax. I only take the xanax at night to help me sleep. I already got a script for tizanidine (flexeril sp?) that helps with sleeping and relaxing. It's day 4 and I'm about 80% back. Tommorow is my last day of tramadol (im not perscribed it by a dr. just got some...) I wasn't on a too bad Oxycodone mg level a day, but it did make me have withdrawls...the tramadol WORKS (for me anyway) within 2-3 days should be back to norm. I am good! My will power is so strong. My wife says she has never seen someone have as strong will power as me. She seen me quit alcohol cold turkey (over 4 years no drank) and seen me quit fuckin' around w/ meth after my surgery. She has 100% faith in me...I have a bunch of O__YC___E left and havn't touched em'....I like having that there in your face temptation (im fucked in the head like that) lol...

I like the "are you a mice...or are you a man" temptation that drives me to stay strong. Did that with alcohol. its the only way. You can't watch 30mins of TV w/out seeing an alcohol commercial. You can't drive to church w/out passing an alcohol ad. it's in your face 24/7. Same with tobacco, you can find a cig walking down the street. Anyways i found all the knowledge about tramadol and what combo works the best and for how long...

Thanks to all for the info and real life experience(s) so I could base MY "self annointed" script for my WD..LoL It's working great. I'm lucky i could get my hands on tramadol. I know if your a hardcore user of opiates tramadol won't do much (if anything at all) but it worked for my little weeker bender!

anyways....Thats it. I will be staying around and hopefully I can return the favor of sharing "something"(experience,advice,etc...) to help another human being in their life.

Pupils :)
 
Welcome to bluelight!!

Its Nice to have you on board

Good luck let me know if you need any help and have fun.:)
These will give you some insight on how the site is run and the rules

Green lighters(newbies) guide-
http://wiki.bluelight.org/index.php/Greenlighters_guide

Bluelight user agreement-

http://wiki.bluelight.org/index.php/Bluelight_User_Agreement_(BLUA)


If you want some help getting around the site or a buddy to talk to then you can always message me Im on the list of people willing to adopt you can find the link if you want to be adopted by me or another experienced member here-

Nmi adoption program-

http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/665029-The-NMI-Adoption-Program-v-2014

Here are some drug forums you may like-

Basic drug discussion-
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/16-Basic-Drug-Discussion

Other drugs-
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/58-Other-Drugs

Good luck don't be afraid to ask for help that's what I'm here for,
 
Hiya Pupils,

Welcome to the Bluelight community. That's ace that you've found a lot of information here, as well as had some laughs.

Well done on beating the drink and wishing you all the very best in giving up opiates. Other Drugs (OD) is a useful forum for people who are detoxing / withdrawing from all sorts of drugs. Within the Personal Accounts of Addiction which is an interesting read.

Today I am thankful for... . You're more than welcome to PM me anytime if you'd like help in find further threads or anything with site.

Ahhhh that reminds me. There also an Adoption Programme which is basically a programme where current members (Bluelighters) befriend new members (Greenlighters) and help them settle into the site. If you decided that you'd like to become "adopted," feel welcome to post a reply to the adoption thread, expressing your interest which a bit about you (if you wish). The thread is also one of the sticky threads at the top of New Members Introductions (NMI) sub-forum.

Wishing you all the very best and an ACE Bluelight experience!
Evey

I apologise if you have already been to these sub-forums or threads before writing your introduction. I thought I would include them encase you have not - or if any other new members was to read this thread.
 
Thanks!

Yeah day 6 I think...(once I'm done I don't like to have day counts in your head, just makes you think more about ______.) but yeah I'm done! Tramadol & Xanax are a GODSEND
for me anyway. Like I said...I wasn't that high mg wise of a user, just went on a week bender of RoxC's then said "Party's over" but body wasn't having it! LOL

Tapered off the trams haven't had any in two days...Feeling Great (Just a little cold, but my skin is warm) normal...No body aches.

Thanks for your concern/comments/positive feedback. :)

Thanks!

Everyone has been WAY cool/supportive! much appreciated. I look forward to giving "some experience(s)" of my own that could "help" or just make someone "relate" to the situation/problem at hand. I've had a lot of experiences in ______ in my 31 years and some funny stories (I'm sure you'll hear in the future when need be)

ComfortablyNumb95 said:
Hi and welcome to Bluelight :)
congratulations! I'm sure you'll manage to kick em opies just fine ;)
is the eye in your profile picture yours? my eyes have a similar color.

cheers :)
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HaHa...

didn't see your avatar before I made mine. Not biting your style, more of "like minds think alike" :) yeah that would be my eyes. Funny story is I have been tested twice before by Police (once urine tested) once in HS and another time when I was an adult. Both times I was sober. My eyes are on my medical records as "abnormally large pupils" LOL

It sucks cause a lot of people assume I'm "spun out" but when I did meth....they were small (normal size to everyone else) so that's how I got my handle...Pupils
 
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