Okay Ive hard time being sober for more than 1 consecutive days since january.
I kicked my mxe habit (8g left but I volontarly dont have acces to my stash), same with 4fa (same amount left in a hiden stash).
I try to replace the alternance mxe binge/speed binge with 1 or 2 low dose 4acodmt a day, ~3 or 4 days per week. I do that because i feel mxe/speed being toxic if abused, and I was taking too high doses to be healthy (at the very least 80mg a "binge" for mxe, approximately 800mg 4fa a binge -I don't comment on the quality of sleep after that- ).
4acodmt at the doses I take (5mg, or sometime 4mgt=0m + 3mgt+15m) give a nice body buzz, and a light psychedelic mindspace, and I dont feel the need to redose, redrop, binge, take more, get fucked. I generally meditate for 45 min, then after this peak there is 1 hours of light mood lift/feeling light happy and connected after that. Perfect for continuing to get high without having the impression to trash my health.
At this time I didnt notice side effects aside minor non-incapacitating afterglow for half a day after intake, while mxe or speed binge = 2 to 4 days comedown with hard time working at my (intellectually demanding - IT programmer) new job
What do u think ? Do u think Ill trash/bend my brain or stuff like that ?
(At these doses I don't have much if any visuals, so I'm not really worried about HPPD, even it can stay a possibility of detrimental outcome. There is perhaps a risk of DP/DR too).
Edit : ROA insufflated
I kicked my mxe habit (8g left but I volontarly dont have acces to my stash), same with 4fa (same amount left in a hiden stash).
I try to replace the alternance mxe binge/speed binge with 1 or 2 low dose 4acodmt a day, ~3 or 4 days per week. I do that because i feel mxe/speed being toxic if abused, and I was taking too high doses to be healthy (at the very least 80mg a "binge" for mxe, approximately 800mg 4fa a binge -I don't comment on the quality of sleep after that- ).
4acodmt at the doses I take (5mg, or sometime 4mgt=0m + 3mgt+15m) give a nice body buzz, and a light psychedelic mindspace, and I dont feel the need to redose, redrop, binge, take more, get fucked. I generally meditate for 45 min, then after this peak there is 1 hours of light mood lift/feeling light happy and connected after that. Perfect for continuing to get high without having the impression to trash my health.
At this time I didnt notice side effects aside minor non-incapacitating afterglow for half a day after intake, while mxe or speed binge = 2 to 4 days comedown with hard time working at my (intellectually demanding - IT programmer) new job
What do u think ? Do u think Ill trash/bend my brain or stuff like that ?
(At these doses I don't have much if any visuals, so I'm not really worried about HPPD, even it can stay a possibility of detrimental outcome. There is perhaps a risk of DP/DR too).
Edit : ROA insufflated
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