Sooooooo I have been dabbling in opiates for a year or so now, I started with oxy and moved on to black tar cause it was cheaper, and easier to find, and stronger(but not as euphoric but way more sedating with a heavy nod). I started to get withdrawl symptoms from tar(was smoking 3 days on 3 off). And decided to step away from opiates to reconsider. I quit for 6 months, and recently have done tar like 3 times in the past month. I love being able to buy 10-20 bucks worth smoke it and be lit for the night- used to it took a .75g-1g to get me nodding heavy now a .2 or .4 will do fine, and I don't crave it. I was thinking would once every 7 days be ok? once every 10 days? I know the dangers of addiction with this drug- and people will tell me "then stay away" but I respect this chemical and know it is more powerful with me- and would like to dance with the devil once in a while so to speak. Thoughts? Ideas?
