beanpoophead
Bluelighter
Why did all of this happen and
why am I at the place that I
am is absolutely beyond me
I just wonder if I’ll believe
ten years from now
cant you see
alone I stood there
your shadowed echoed
in all my nightmares
there you stand, staring
wide eyed wonderment
precious bliss, closed eyes
momentary breath caught
made the mistake of believing
in what I could not stop
the blank stare I stared
whispered slow, just so
you might care
in my picture perfect world
im barely alive, yet breathing fully
maybe I just want to be
free
why am I at the place that I
am is absolutely beyond me
I just wonder if I’ll believe
ten years from now
cant you see
alone I stood there
your shadowed echoed
in all my nightmares
there you stand, staring
wide eyed wonderment
precious bliss, closed eyes
momentary breath caught
made the mistake of believing
in what I could not stop
the blank stare I stared
whispered slow, just so
you might care
in my picture perfect world
im barely alive, yet breathing fully
maybe I just want to be
free
