for you

[Beyond the range]

Those same old fears,
coming back to get you in the end.
The fear of abandonment
coupled
with
the fear of having your trust betrayed.
Trust is something that
can shake the roots of
family trees.
Capable of being cut down
at a moment's noticed.
One single accident,
a slip, a fall.
A genetic disorder,
slow, painful.
A child told to be quiet and never fight back for his strength is frightening,
and could do some damage.
A lifetime of being pushed around,
and relying on others.
It goes both ways.
It's not a one-way street.
These things make our lives unfair,
so we must live for what we feel as
important,
worthy,
and true.
Nothing is absolute, but things are different.
Our trust has been destroyed.
Rebuilding looks dim.
So if you ever read this,
understand that I'm not mad at you.
I'm not angry that I'm not what you're looking for, right now.
I'm not mad at you in anyway.
But I am disappointed
in you.
I'm disappointed
in how I reacted to your harsh words,
and how I came to understand that
in this life,
all things end.
I have two more words for you,
but I cannot say them here.
...

 

[MezZedUp]

I don't quite know what I wanted to say in response to this, except to let you know that I've kept coming back and reading this over and over..
It's very piercing to say the least, and by that I mean pierces to the core of a person.. did for me anyhow...

 

[up all night]

^^^^ totally agreed.
I've read this quite a few times...but when it came to posting a reply i never really knew what to say and i still don't....
So I guess I'll just say that i loved it and I'll keep coming back to read it.