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This is all I will say as to not sound like a nut. But I don't care what people think. But I found there were some situations I was in with my dog that made me scratch my head at the time. After she passed I saw it in a whole new light like I was still being taught. There were many situations I did not understand until her passing. Long periods of confusion cleaned up and processed. So looking back is the gift of insight it seems you are already paying attention. i admit I used DMT and mushrooms to process and they seemed to open up some psychic channels. They always did and are almost mandatory for grief and processing.
On a regular level the grief was causing me to cry a few times a day for the first month or so. Then a few months later a few times a week. I actually had to look up if it is to grieve longer than a month and was relieved to see there are no rules for grieving. Feels good to cry. But the special things happen when we our vibe is up and we are happy in memory. That is where the magic happens.
Our girl was peaceful in the end, but the last week or two could not see and the last day would not eat. So my wife and I were going to take her in to euthanize her but she did it herself shortly after, a few hours. she died in my wife's arms on the couch. I was up all night with her as she could not stand and had digestion issues with lose stools. One hard night though so it was not a long thing and she was peaceful. My wife had two other dogs that died in her arms and she wanted Baily to do that too. I remember talking to Bailey saying it is a tall order to expect you to die in Mommy's arms but if you can that would great. She did it. Just before she died my wife said her eyes opened very wide with a surprised happy sort of look and passed quickly. (the Steve Jobs look like she was saying "WOW")
I could type forever. Not sure how I missed this post. But hopefully when I do post it goes over easy.
