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Khadijah

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Who here thinks they will never be able to stop thinking about their DOC and will always have a place in their heart for it? i know this is extra tru for opiate users.
 
You'll grow out of it. I am in the process of growing out of X.
 
BWC - I Agree. but dont know about how fast ill stop the done' man.

EOJ-I Agree.
 
i cant say for sure that i will ever cold quit opiates all together...it's weird but i feel like they have made me who i am...the ups and downs, they were always there for me. but i dont know, live your life, dont let drugs live it for you....its easy to swear off things, sticking to it is something else entirely.

so yeah, i think i will always have a place in my heart for my DOC, its somewhere in there....
 
^^ yeah i can't see myself swearing off opioids for the rest of my life either, I like to know theres always the opioid bliss to go to when things start getting really fucked.
 
I can see myself growing out of doing x, and probably some psychs, but probably never weed or opiates.
 
yea opiates will prob always be there with me, even if its just a once a year or once a decade thing.

prob will be much more like once every few months or so (maybe, i dont know)
 
yeah, as far as I can see I will be smoking weed for the rest of my life. I have no reason to stop or even to take breaks as I dont smoke all that much anyway.

Opiates, eeehhhh... I dunno. of course I don't want to stop, but I know I should eventually. so I probably will. unless of course, I get prescribed them for something such as my achin' back :D
 
medicine cabinet said:
i cant say for sure that i will ever cold quit opiates all together...it's weird but i feel like they have made me who i am...the ups and downs, they were always there for me. but i dont know, live your life, dont let drugs live it for you....its easy to swear off things, sticking to it is something else entirely.

so yeah, i think i will always have a place in my heart for my DOC, its somewhere in there....
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i feel you on this.

it's the worst when a girl falls in "love" with the opiated you instead of the sober you and then is always wondering why you have mood swings.
 
I guess to make it a lil clearer, i didnt particularly mean that you like your drug alot. Yea, we all do. i meant it kinda deeper than that. For example i know ima be a feen for life. no matter how long i dont use for, ima always get excited when i see it or think about it. thinkin about it will always make me wish , Ill always get that crazy feeling inside when i get it right in front of me or have a dream about it. As much as i control my use inside as i bust that pill up or w/ever it may be, ima always be on the edge of my seat waiting, so eager to get to it....That shit makes me believe its for life....Ill always have that love for that old friend....I guess that is more what i meant than the generalized type of "Do you think youll ever stop using this drug." And more like "even if you do stop, do you think you will ever stop loving it?"
 
I really dont ever see myself growing out of opiates. I love them wayyy too much.
 
^+1

i really believe opioid dependence is a disease that deserves proper attention/treatment.
 
HAving been clean of daily H and OC use for a year and on naltrexone, I still think fondly about the shit, dream about uit, wish I could still get high, like EVERY DAY
 
even on methadone i dont think i could ever stop...... even though i now have to use everyday and i may take it down lower i dont think i will ever stop....say if i could get down to 10mgs a day i would prolly start shooting up again or sniffy oxys or what ever.......... i have been clean from opiates except methadone for 6 months so i could achieve all 6 of my carrys a week just to prove i could do it...but yeah i still wanna get high everyday
 
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