Meth / Glass / Ice ...... Bad Bad Stuff!!!
First time: over 70 hour's! What the hell happend!
I tried glass for the first time last wensday night! I just wanted to moke a bowl of it and see what it was all about! I have alot of tweaker friends and was just courious on what the deal was!
To make along story short its 12:30 pm sunday and I just woke up from my comedown!! Yes all as I wanted to do was try it and next thing I notice I freggin tweaked out 4 days! The problem was that the person that let me try it was a friend of mine and had more then enough to go around! If I would have paid for this buzz I would be in the pawn shop selling all my crap now!
I am very unhappy with my self right now and I never want to see that shit again! I never would have guessed that I would get hooked so fast! 4 days flew by in no time! I woke up with the worst headache,I can barley talk because my throt feal's like it's swolen and dried up! My whole body feal's like its broke, my lips are so chapped they crack and bleed!! And on top of it I have been sitting here all morning with a blank mind! Its like I broke it, its just not working! I catch my self zoning out about every 5 mins! You couldnt even imagin how much nasty stuff I have been coughing up from all the tweak/ciggs/weed I smoked! You thougt weed gives you a hell of a cotton mouth!! Shit this sucks! Another thing it's been 4 days since the last time I ate food! I couldnt eat anything! I tryed to forse down a Jr.Bacon cheeseburger but after chewing the first bite I knew their was no way in hell I was going to eat! The thought of any kind of food just makes me gag!! Bad stuff!
I have had many cracked out sunday comedowns, but this one takes the cake! This is one of the most powerfull drugs I have ever messed with. It can totally take control of you and make you do what the drug wants to do! But while your on it you just cant keep your hand out of the baggy!
My addvice from my first time experanice: Leave this shit for the devil!! This is a drug that will take control of you and dry you up into a cracked out prune in no time! If I would have paid for this, my shit would be broke! I dunno if you have good control and could handle only doing a little bit, one or two pipes or a line or two, it wouldnt be all that bad! But it would turn into an addiction! Im actualy glad that my first time tryin it turned out like this because over what happend, I just never want to do it again! All as I wanted to do is smoke a bowl of it! Well I finished out doing over 3 grams of glass! I am one cracked out mother fucker right now and I will never touch this crap again and I hope you stay away from it too!!
I mean damn.. Look at my post! Just about every other word is misspelled!!
What happend on my 4 Days of tweaking!!!
3am Wens - Thurs 5pm: 14 hours of playstation,smoking ciggys,and doing jack but chillin! Took shower, went to work at 5.
Thurs 5pm - 8pm Thurs: Work sucks. (I drive a tow truck) Thought I could handel it but went home sick! Got home took another shower and went to a house party!
10pm Thurs - 5 am Friday: After smoking and snorting glass all night I am ready to go home and call it a night! A friend is like well everybodys going back to **** house! Im like well ok, just for a bit!
5am Friday - 10pm Friday: Turned into a day house party! About 6 hours of PS2, spun a 2 hour set, Hackey sak outside in the street and took another shower and went to work!
10pm Friday - 3am Saturday: Work was ok, I impounded 17 cars in 5 hours witch is like crazy!! Damn tweaker!
3am Saturday - 9 am Saturday: Went to a party, Got shut down, Went to the afterhours etc..etc..etc..!
9am Saturday - 8pm Saturday: Just when I thought it was over my 2 friends that I met up with at the party lost their car key's. So I said, lets go to my house, I realy realy need to take a shower and I'll take you an hour and a half away to your house! Got to their house and littlery get stuck!! Finaly decided after laying around stuck for hours that I really needed to get home, I tweak out the way home!
8pm Saturday - 4am Sunday: Finaly Im home!! Never so glad to be home in all me life, Took a shower and got ready to pass the fuck out! My boss calls me at home and we get into a fight on the phone! (nothing to do with any of this, just some basic work drama that i have been getting sick of your along time) So now I drive 20 mins to work, clean my shit out of my truck on my day off and quit that job after 3 years of working there! Went home tweak is finaly just about gone and I smoke a J, cram in a 1/2 sandwich and pass out!
Cracked out Sunday I wake up, take a shower and rethink what excatly happend!
71 hours total tweak time!
About 80 hours without sleep!
Most of my friends are chewing my ass out online right now And some of them are like Dame thats one hell of a first time,why so much?
This is something I will never do again! So think about what happend to me if you ever want to try meth/glass/ice!
Peace,
Moken
P.S. This shit made me feal grose as hell! For some reason I had to take a shower about every 8 hours to feal clean!
[ 28 April 2002: Message edited by: Mokenwee ]