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Benzos FML…need benzos but psychiatrist very conservative…

Katanya

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Like she will only prescribe me 0.5 mg of Ativan when I honestly need something stronger and longer acting.

Something really bad recently happened…and I am trying to deal with it but I still have moments where I panic…

I don’t want to become addicted to them and I use them responsibly but I am afraid if I ask for something like Valium she will just say no…

I don’t ask for early refills or anything like that…like IDK what to do…
 
Sounds rough.

I guess all you can do is try and present your reasoning for needing something else. If your meds aren't working there's no shame in asking for something else. Better to get legit script than self medicate. Ask for second opinion or get someone else to go along with you and advocate for you. If you need em you need em. Especially if it's just to get you through a rough patch.

Good luck.

BB
 
There are many effective pro-GABA sedatives which are often overlooked. They will also potentiate benzos like Ativan. They're pretty cheap too.
  • linalool
  • nerolidol
  • phytol (technically a GABA reuptake inhibitor)
  • myrcene
  • niacinamide (low-dose)
  • theanine
  • agmatine
  • cannabigerol
  • palmitoylethanolamide
  • magnolol/honokiol
A good combination of these will outperform benzos imo and won't cause any withdrawals which is a major advantage.
 
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move on to a different doctor.

if a doctor is going to prescribe narcotics they will gladly do it on the first visit and give you what you want. doctors that hesitate like this are a waste of time trying to finesse them.

this doctor will never prescribe shit. some of them don’t give a fuck and simply will just let patients rot because they have been brainwashed and also traumatized by the dea

use the fact that you’ve already got this ativan prescription to grandfather you into a benzo script with the new doctor but just say it helps but the doctor you have sucks and you are still not as functional as you need to be.

ride that line between benzos having efficacy but you’re still struggling.
 
"Shy kids get no candy" - old adage from where I live [well, translated from the local vernacular]

You don't ask, you don't get. I would explain your situation, and how the low-dose Ativan isn't helping you and ask if they can either prescribe something stronger/longer-lasting (or at the very least increase your dose).
 
Like she will only prescribe me 0.5 mg of Ativan when I honestly need something stronger and longer acting.

Something really bad recently happened…and I am trying to deal with it but I still have moments where I panic…

I don’t want to become addicted to them and I use them responsibly but I am afraid if I ask for something like Valium she will just say no…

I don’t ask for early refills or anything like that…like IDK what to do…
Valium isnt that bad to be honest.
 
I like Valium. Does the job. Not too impairing.

And a nice easy up and easy down due to the long half life and metabolites.

If you don't abuse it.

Otherwise I've heard of people overdoing it and due to long half life it slowly builds up in the body and can cause outbursts of benzo rage.

It works but less is definitely more. In a way.
 
I like Valium. Does the job. Not too impairing.

And a nice easy up and easy down due to the long half life and metabolites.

If you don't abuse it.

Otherwise I've heard of people overdoing it and due to long half life it slowly builds up in the body and can cause outbursts of benzo rage.

It works but less is definitely more. In a way.
Those crazy ass potent RC benzos clams gave me benzo rage.
 
Those crazy ass potent RC benzos clams gave me benzo rage.
Hopefully without harm to yourself or others.

I've never taken any of them to my knowledge. Always tried to source proper products even if means paying a little more.

Read the stories about phenazepam. Sounds ridiculous. Why would you do that to yourself I wonder?
 
Hopefully without harm to yourself or others.

I've never taken any of them to my knowledge. Always tried to source proper products even if means paying a little more.

Read the stories about phenazepam. Sounds ridiculous. Why would you do that to yourself I wonder?
Problem was the dumbass who gave them to me mislabeled them so I thought I was taking bromozolam and took the the clams and took like 4 them. After I got to fucked up to function I probably took more.
 
Sounds rough.

I guess all you can do is try and present your reasoning for needing something else. If your meds aren't working there's no shame in asking for something else. Better to get legit script than self medicate. Ask for second opinion or get someone else to go along with you and advocate for you. If you need em you need em. Especially if it's just to get you through a rough patch.

Good luck.

BB
I am gonna ask at my next appt…like tbh I might seek a second opinion if I need to.

I basically need them to function at this point…
 
Well if that's the case you need medication that works and you need to tell them that what your on isn't allowing you to function (work?) fully. That's definitely an important point.

Good luck,

BB
 
I heard on news an unidentified subject walked into a pharmacy in hospice (end of life) all the REAL shit

Hydromorphone injectable vials
Oxycodone
Methadkone
Demerol

Diazepam, Alprazolam, Lorazepam, Clonazepam and amphetamines

Apparently the individual didn’t have a gun……it was a hypodermic needle loaded with HIV infected blood

SCARY AS F@CK ……..take what u want, just stay away from me

…..the only item I can imagine more scary than a loaded handgun
 
You could still get post exposure prophylaxis.if need be. Not nice to have to go through all that though.
 
I heard on news an unidentified subject walked into a pharmacy in hospice (end of life) all the REAL shit

Hydromorphone injectable vials
Oxycodone
Methadkone
Demerol

Diazepam, Alprazolam, Lorazepam, Clonazepam and amphetamines

Apparently the individual didn’t have a gun……it was a hypodermic needle loaded with HIV infected blood

SCARY AS F@CK ……..take what u want, just stay away from me

…..the only item I can imagine more scary than a loaded handgun
That sounds scary af!!
 
I heard on news an unidentified subject walked into a pharmacy in hospice (end of life) all the REAL shit

Hydromorphone injectable vials
Oxycodone
Methadkone
Demerol

Diazepam, Alprazolam, Lorazepam, Clonazepam and amphetamines

Apparently the individual didn’t have a gun……it was a hypodermic needle loaded with HIV infected blood

SCARY AS F@CK ……..take what u want, just stay away from me

…..the only item I can imagine more scary than a loaded handgun

And then I found this: https://www.yahoo.com/news/900-children-test-positive-hiv-201929809.html
 
To the OP

My original cool European male doc retired after 30 years and sold his practice roster to some young uptight bitch ass China man who gave me nothing but headaches, so I dropped him within the month, and my new doc is amazing

When your medical history backs you up, and shows long term treatment of various controlled substances it’s nearly a green light pass to continue treatment with endless repeats/new scripts

Kindly ask for a referral to a specialist and have that bitch ass doc forward your entire medical history file to the specialist (which they might be privi to anyhow) …if this doesn’t work out seek another family physician and have you med files transferred (which that btch ass doc will probably charge you for, which they might charge you $50-100 bucks avge for, but pay it once you’re accepted as a new patient when new doc agrees to continue you’re current treatment which works for you.

I know…it’s such a freaking headache and jumping through hoops

Good luck
 
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