TheGyattDamnRizzler
Bluelighter
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- Dec 13, 2024
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Whats up guys its the Gyatt Damn Rizzler here.i have been having some issues in general lately, i've been getting really good ice lately like stuff from the 2000's almost. The bad thing about this is the psychosis that comes with chronically redosing. I didn't really have a crazy psychosis, i saw spider webs materializing in thin air like it was being created while lock on hominig missling me. Also the usual horrible stuff and like hearing neighbors voices about wanting to take me out and stuff when they are not actually even there and like no seeing people and crap.
I have never had the bug affliction or the bug psychosis ever. Like never ever and I've had friends that have had it. Its usually some form of mites or scabies the person sees, i've never heard of people seeing like ants or flies. I know all meth users have an weird affinity for bugs and see them doing weird shit.
I have had a bizarre phenomnen, it is a constant when it is actively happening, I feel like hundreds of little flying insects flying into my face into my eyes. I get them in my mouth. They fly onto me and they dont usually bite. They have been biting though lately. They do not get repelled by DEET sprays, Raid spray will work temporarily but i have not found a way truely escape them besides getting in the water.
I can see black flies sometimes and i see them coming to me, they kind of hide like they are stalking me and they dont want me to know about it. I can very barely see the little small things, they look like white dust specs they are flying and they go for my flashlight. All this crap has been landing on me and possibly living on me. They like the back of my head and my back and my ass.
Ive been shaving my head and have nics on the back of my head (these are not from me shaving though.)
I know how it sounds, this could all be in leh head, my goose is cooked kinda. This is the most persistent hallucination ive had if it is a hallucination. It comes on late early morning like 1 am timeish it goes crazy around sun rise and then dissapates in the after noon. When i run away from it I get releif until they catch up with me and I haven't been using currently because I'm trying to make it go away. I'm homeless right now but it follows me everywhere. When I use ice I don't feel them anymore because I'm so locked in. After the peak high is over I start feeling them again.
If anybody knows of a bug that is white and translucent, flies and can bite. Let me know, I've been having trouble explaining what it is to figure out if I can repell it anyway.
Much love guys hope all is well with you
I have never had the bug affliction or the bug psychosis ever. Like never ever and I've had friends that have had it. Its usually some form of mites or scabies the person sees, i've never heard of people seeing like ants or flies. I know all meth users have an weird affinity for bugs and see them doing weird shit.
I have had a bizarre phenomnen, it is a constant when it is actively happening, I feel like hundreds of little flying insects flying into my face into my eyes. I get them in my mouth. They fly onto me and they dont usually bite. They have been biting though lately. They do not get repelled by DEET sprays, Raid spray will work temporarily but i have not found a way truely escape them besides getting in the water.
I can see black flies sometimes and i see them coming to me, they kind of hide like they are stalking me and they dont want me to know about it. I can very barely see the little small things, they look like white dust specs they are flying and they go for my flashlight. All this crap has been landing on me and possibly living on me. They like the back of my head and my back and my ass.
Ive been shaving my head and have nics on the back of my head (these are not from me shaving though.)
I know how it sounds, this could all be in leh head, my goose is cooked kinda. This is the most persistent hallucination ive had if it is a hallucination. It comes on late early morning like 1 am timeish it goes crazy around sun rise and then dissapates in the after noon. When i run away from it I get releif until they catch up with me and I haven't been using currently because I'm trying to make it go away. I'm homeless right now but it follows me everywhere. When I use ice I don't feel them anymore because I'm so locked in. After the peak high is over I start feeling them again.
If anybody knows of a bug that is white and translucent, flies and can bite. Let me know, I've been having trouble explaining what it is to figure out if I can repell it anyway.
Much love guys hope all is well with you
