I was curious and got a hold of some nitrous and a whip cream dispenser. 
WAAAAADAAAADAAADAAADAAADAAAAAAAAAA
Hehe while listening to an electro house, trance, and dubstep mix station on Pandora.
My little brother rolled me one of his perfect j's with this sour og he just nabbed up. I don't smoke often, as in like 5-6 times cause I always disliked the time dilation effect, especially at parties. I do, however, like to get a real nice buzz going when I have to stretch time to feel that relaxing sensation. I mean like more than 2 hits of any quality stuff and I'm at the very limit of comfort. Kinda wish I had a few friends over, but I have to leave in the morning to help my dad out at the race track, so I leave it for another day. Tempting though.
I'm a driver of a race car, and so is my dad. We go to events every couple months and race together, and just hang out having a great time or chillin when we aren't racing. Looking at all my friends I feel fortunate to have shared common interest with my father, especially a "cool" one like motorsports. My friends are always in awe when my dad pulls up in his car all modded-out and go-fast, and they always say "Dude!! You are so lucky! Your dad lets you drive fast cars and has one too!!!". Unfortunately, nobody knows his dark side.
When we are doing something he enjoys or on vacation or something, he's awesome. It's his work which I despise. He owns a manufacturing business and is constantly dealing with customers (like small retail shops) not paying up due to inability, or worse, skipping town when pay is due. Stressed out with small claims courts, lawyers, and a large accounts receivable, he brings that stress back home.
The problem is, he takes out his stress on the family. He finds little nit-picky things to blow up about, and makes a scene and gets himself all worked up for the littlest of reasons.
He used to smoke stogies, and probably since high school, but he quit maybe 15 years ago after I posted no smoking signs on every wall of the house when I was 9 or 10. The two weeks after he quit he was going through some serious withdrawal, and due to this and some motherly complaining he hucked a rice cooker across the kitchen. After those two or three weeks though, he was fine again. He doesnt get angry and break shit anymore, but he still gets worked up emotionally and physically and acts like this when he comes home from work some days. Sometimes he calls me just to pick a fight.
I understand why he feels that way because of the enormous amount of pressure he bears on his shoulders, but even then, I still don't believe our family should suffer when things are a bit outta wack. I mean I understand that we need money, and we have to take customers, but what good is a bad account that won't pay? I mean, there comes a point (if I remember from accounting or econ) that one has to stop taking in could-be bad accounts because then it would be detrimental to revenue.
Other than work, he's actually really fun to be with. He's kinda quirky and shy, but at the same time very outspoken, and covers his shyness well by laughing while doing things. Kinda like a clown with very good manners; He'll ask you very nicely and make sure to get your full approval before smashing a pie in your face and electrocuting you with a hand buzzer, all the while laughing. This is the dad I know, and I feel like he's slowly slipping away into his angry mode. Kinda wish I could help him be a bit more jolly, but that requires fixing the problems in his biz....which is rooted at his deepest level. He just too nice. Like a bomb with a long fuse, lit on the battlefield in the presence of enemies, but carried to post-war dominion, just to blow up at home.
lol yea.
random- Pandora just played 'I love my Sex' twice in a row. Seems like Pandora adores Benny right now. I definitely love my sex, thats for sure.
Got a micro refrigerator today too. The shit is the fits-6-cans type. Kinda cool hehe.
WAAAAADAAAADAAADAAADAAADAAAAAAAAAA
Hehe while listening to an electro house, trance, and dubstep mix station on Pandora.
My little brother rolled me one of his perfect j's with this sour og he just nabbed up. I don't smoke often, as in like 5-6 times cause I always disliked the time dilation effect, especially at parties. I do, however, like to get a real nice buzz going when I have to stretch time to feel that relaxing sensation. I mean like more than 2 hits of any quality stuff and I'm at the very limit of comfort. Kinda wish I had a few friends over, but I have to leave in the morning to help my dad out at the race track, so I leave it for another day. Tempting though.
I'm a driver of a race car, and so is my dad. We go to events every couple months and race together, and just hang out having a great time or chillin when we aren't racing. Looking at all my friends I feel fortunate to have shared common interest with my father, especially a "cool" one like motorsports. My friends are always in awe when my dad pulls up in his car all modded-out and go-fast, and they always say "Dude!! You are so lucky! Your dad lets you drive fast cars and has one too!!!". Unfortunately, nobody knows his dark side.
When we are doing something he enjoys or on vacation or something, he's awesome. It's his work which I despise. He owns a manufacturing business and is constantly dealing with customers (like small retail shops) not paying up due to inability, or worse, skipping town when pay is due. Stressed out with small claims courts, lawyers, and a large accounts receivable, he brings that stress back home.
The problem is, he takes out his stress on the family. He finds little nit-picky things to blow up about, and makes a scene and gets himself all worked up for the littlest of reasons.
He used to smoke stogies, and probably since high school, but he quit maybe 15 years ago after I posted no smoking signs on every wall of the house when I was 9 or 10. The two weeks after he quit he was going through some serious withdrawal, and due to this and some motherly complaining he hucked a rice cooker across the kitchen. After those two or three weeks though, he was fine again. He doesnt get angry and break shit anymore, but he still gets worked up emotionally and physically and acts like this when he comes home from work some days. Sometimes he calls me just to pick a fight.
I understand why he feels that way because of the enormous amount of pressure he bears on his shoulders, but even then, I still don't believe our family should suffer when things are a bit outta wack. I mean I understand that we need money, and we have to take customers, but what good is a bad account that won't pay? I mean, there comes a point (if I remember from accounting or econ) that one has to stop taking in could-be bad accounts because then it would be detrimental to revenue.
Other than work, he's actually really fun to be with. He's kinda quirky and shy, but at the same time very outspoken, and covers his shyness well by laughing while doing things. Kinda like a clown with very good manners; He'll ask you very nicely and make sure to get your full approval before smashing a pie in your face and electrocuting you with a hand buzzer, all the while laughing. This is the dad I know, and I feel like he's slowly slipping away into his angry mode. Kinda wish I could help him be a bit more jolly, but that requires fixing the problems in his biz....which is rooted at his deepest level. He just too nice. Like a bomb with a long fuse, lit on the battlefield in the presence of enemies, but carried to post-war dominion, just to blow up at home.
lol yea.
random- Pandora just played 'I love my Sex' twice in a row. Seems like Pandora adores Benny right now. I definitely love my sex, thats for sure.
Got a micro refrigerator today too. The shit is the fits-6-cans type. Kinda cool hehe.