bdomihizayka
Bluelighter
So yesterday, exactly 24 hours ago, I consumed 60mg IR of Adderall at once. This is my first time taking it in at least 4 months. I had/ a having a horrible reaction to it. I came up pretty damn fast, faster and more intense than ever before. I knew I was in for quite a long unpleasant ride. About 12 hours ago, I started having constant panic. Racing thoughts. Reading about amphetamine psychosis online and freaking out. Very uncomfortable mentally and physically.
Now, my pupils are still huge. My heart is still somewhat racing/ pounding hard. I cannot sleep. Still a bit anxious. I have Doxylamin (antihistamine), which may or may not help for sleep....seems to be russian roulette by reading up on it. Any input? And why would I still be all tweeked out? I'm getting worried about brain damage or something. i usually never use stims btw.....Have been drinking loads of water; but cannot stomach anything the whole time.....
Sorry for being so scatterbrained.....
Now, my pupils are still huge. My heart is still somewhat racing/ pounding hard. I cannot sleep. Still a bit anxious. I have Doxylamin (antihistamine), which may or may not help for sleep....seems to be russian roulette by reading up on it. Any input? And why would I still be all tweeked out? I'm getting worried about brain damage or something. i usually never use stims btw.....Have been drinking loads of water; but cannot stomach anything the whole time.....
Sorry for being so scatterbrained.....