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First time using shit (methamphetamine) questions

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drivingmaster

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Hello i experienced my first time using shit on monday i think i was high till thursday morning without sleep we had a blast going to the casino and stuff my friend had been up for 5-6 days straight but to get to the point ive comedown quite a bit now but i still dont feel exactly normal i get pissed when my cat meows ive kind of have my focus on shit but i dont want to use it here but i can but im paranoid cause yesterday i saw my girlfriend and she said it was the worst shes ever seen me and i told her i just wasbout something andnt feeling very well. uhm very paranoid and havent been able to hangout with my friend cause hes been at work and when hes not at work he is sleeping cause he ran out and is crabby as fuck now im at home with my parents i am 18 just dont really know what to do cause i randomly freak out a its like my mind is trying to convince myself to go out and use again its wierd and he isnt really here to help me right now so ive been reading these forums for a few days now just creepin any help on what to do would be great thank you so much!!
 
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The name you use locally says it all, such stims are pretty much always bad news, you've tried it now so no need to do it again.

IF you have access to some Benzos they will calm you, at least a bit but all the paranoia will pass in time try to get out in the fresh air and go for a good long walk. Do not use any more you'll end up in a right old state especially since you've reacted so badly to thee first dose.

I'd avoid weed as well as it likely to make the paranoia worse not better, eat and exercise you'll soon feel better
 
Focus on trying to eat something man, and also try to get some rest.

Benzos, as atm123 mentioned, would most likely do you a lot of good as well.

EDIT: all off-topic posts have been unapproved. Feel free to give advice, but the OP didn't come here to be berated.
 
I recommend getting a big bottle of vodka or something, and trying to get some sleep. Benzos would be ideal, though their availability can vary a lot.
 
You should probably not redose anytime soon...

I would go out for a run or do some lifting, eat a big meal, take a hot bath
 
^^^^

Well thats a wide a sweeping statement if ever I saw one, the OP will hopefully be OK now anyways but :-


1.) Benzos are good for removing anxiety and calming you down, which is what the OP required


2.) I'm betting he's have a much easier time, especially given his current state when posting getting a couple of blues than he would trying to (unless he happened to get some Nurofen plus tabs;))

3.) I guess it depends where you are but here in the UK you would have hard time finding any Seroquel on the street
 
Be careful casually taking quetiapine (Seroquel). It might have fewer side effects than some other antipsychotics but it still has some and they can be pretty nasty. It's not a drug that should be taken lightly IMO.

You need to take care of yourself - plenty of rest, eat well, keep yourself hydrated, exercise if you can. Expect to be feeling rubbish for a while, you've not only depleted your neurotransmittors but you've been up for days and sleep deprivation can be pretty unpleasant on its own, and I am willing to bet you haven't been eating or drinking properly - so give yourself some TLC and some time. Distract yourself as much as possible - it's really important that you don't go out and get any more or addiction will sneak up on you and you are only delaying (and worsening) the crash..

The paranoia should settle as you recover but if it doesn't then I would consider seeing a doctor - but I think you just need to give yourself some time to get over this. Good luck <3

ps i've edited your thread to make it clearer what you are talking about - BDD is an international forum so it is best to avoid using local slang - hope that is okay.
 
I think you probably are the only one yes :D

/off-topic mods, hehe..
 
Forget benzo's... forget seroquel's... that's just leading you down a new addiction. Go to your local grocery store or nutritional store and buy Melatonins. They're natural and you can't overdose on them. I usually take two or three and I'm out in less than 30 minutes. Bath's help a bunch but you want to make sure that you're HYDRATED before you take them or else you could get sick or pass out. The key to minimizing paranoia is eating (whether or not you want to) and drinking water or juice. Also, go out in the SUN!!! I swear I can't tell you how many times I've felt like shit and then went outside in the backyard and stood in the sun and then ate something and felt 100% better. Chill out dude, and remember this... People don't give a shit about how you're acting or what you look like. That's just our ego/paranoia getting the best of us.
 
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