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Heroin first time using heroin

God, I am so glad to see people telling the TC to not do it. I thought posts like these got deleted and that always bugged me.

TC, I'm going to send you a PM.
 
Yoshii, maybe I read your post wrong, but are you thinking of trying it yourself, or are you just asking about other people's experiences?
 
Looks like a non user wanting to know what the draw is .
Really a question that has no answer. You can ask a 100 people, have them tell their stories, but the only way to understand itis to go thru it. Heroin addiction is an irrational thing. Goes against basic human instinct by purposely harming yourself.
 
the first time I ever did heroin I immediately came to OD because I was freaking out about how good it felt. I think that sums it up really, it feels freakishly good. I used it three times after over the course of about six months and haven't used it for about three. oh and I smoked/snorted; snorting didn't really work well because it was London heroin.
 
Heroin is the ultimate panacea for all forms of angst, emotional pain, and physical pain. It's like cuddling with God, the feeling of warmth and euphoria is stunning. All your problems disappear within 5 seconds of pulling the needle out of your arm.

Its SO easy to get dragged into wanting to feel that way all the time. It becomes your first priority - everything, and I mean everything, else takes a back seat and any indignity or hard circumstance becomes acceptable as long as you can get your dope.

It's good, too good. The draw of the needle is too strong for most people. And opiate withdrawal is just as unpleasant as the high is good. More than just about any other drug, heroin can turn your life on it's head before you even realize it.

Being on opiates for a long time also changes your personality in subtle ways. A life without emotional pain makes for a very dull personality, or at least it appears that way from the outside. Heroin is simply more satisfyingt than a social life or a sex life, and apathetic bliss slowly replaces ambition. It's hard to really give a shit about anything with a sincere heroin habit.
 
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I am from the UK and we get brown powder heroin. most of the time its cut to fuck and shite. I have chased the dragon a few times and IVed it once just dont bother with it now if yo get good gear it is nice but it is so shite here it is not worth bothering with I have had a better buzz doing a CWE with 300mg of codeine
 
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The first time I did heroin I sniffed it, and was high for almost a full 24 hours. I did it with my best friend and we both promised each other "we'll just do it this one time". Needless to say, that didn't happen. I think a lot of people believe heroin addiction is a matter of having a lack of will power or discipline, but it's not at all. Heroin is like tobacco, in that it's a subtle creature that gently seems to work its way into every aspect of your life. At first you think "oh shit, I shouldn't get high before school/work", but then you do it, you can function, and so you do it again. You start to break through all these walls of what was previously unacceptable to yourself to justify and rationalize your drug use. Eventually doing a shot of heroin in the morning will feel as "normal" as a cup of coffee does, only you'll be willing to steal, cheat and lie for this fix.
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this is so spot on.
 
The biggest reason people get lost in this drug is wondering what this amazing feeling is that heavy users talk about.

Really though the rush is just relief from being dopesick imo..... That's not to say the high is not incredible and amazing. It is just better reserved for pain management needs unless one is lucky enough to access opium in moderation
 
tacodude said:
The biggest reason people get lost in this drug is wondering what this amazing feeling is that heavy users talk about.

Really though the rush is just relief from being dopesick imo..... That's not to say the high is not incredible and amazing. It is just better reserved for pain management needs unless one is lucky enough to access opium in moderation
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The relief from withdrawals is a huge part of the experience, but the first few shots of a run are always the best. A shot of dope before you have a big tolerance is the most euphoric type.

And heroin for pain management? It's definitely an incredibly effective painkiller but that sounds like a slippery slope. Plus once you become addicted it becomes pain management anyways - mostly the emotional pain of withdrawal.
 
AgonyAndEcstasy781 said:
The relief from withdrawals is a huge part of the experience, but the first few shots of a run are always the best. A shot of dope before you have a big tolerance is the most euphoric type.

And heroin for pain management? It's definitely an incredibly effective painkiller but that sounds like a slippery slope. Plus once you become addicted it becomes pain management anyways - mostly the emotional pain of withdrawal.
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Right. I actually started this binge that I am terrified of detoxing from (3 days. Wish me luck) because of self prescribed pain management. I live a very active lifestyle and it kept from crying out in pain all the time. Now I'm stuck
 
I'll never forget some of the shots I've had in the past that were when I was really really dope sick...I remember one of not being able to get my guy all day so I copped off the street and got 2 pills of shit scramble that had barely any dope in it but def had a decent hit of coke. Soo yea def the last thing you want when you're dope sick. But I finally got a hold of my main guy and shot like 250mgs in one go. I could dissolve a gram in one ml the shit was so good. But I was puking and cold sweating, was horrible. So I took my rig loaded with beautiful golden dope and got on in a good vein and to this day it was one of the best shots ever. My tolerance was scary high so I knew I'd need a good shot, and it was realllly good haha. Just felt the sickness vanish. Bones didn't hurt anymore, stomach was fine, stopped running to the bathroom every few minutes. Shit was like magic.
 
AgonyAndEcstasy781 said:
The relief from withdrawals is a huge part of the experience, but the first few shots of a run are always the best. A shot of dope before you have a big tolerance is the most euphoric type.

And heroin for pain management? It's definitely an incredibly effective painkiller but that sounds like a slippery slope. Plus once you become addicted it becomes pain management anyways - mostly the emotional pain of withdrawal.
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I completely agree about better ways to manage pain.... I'm talking about managing broken and fractured bone pain and other seriously excruciating situations like spinal pinches that leave ones balls feeling the painful squeeze of a vice grip, which fentanyl patches had been the final solution. That person was put together well for meeting them in a free food kitchen where people push dope in the lines and in front on the streets.

Honestly though I NEVER got any real rush from iv. Maybe my opana habit led to some perma tolerance, but I would imagine a 2, 4, 8, and even 16 to produce quite a euphoric rush, but no. Just interesting painful pins and needles as it flows into the system and than nothing really besides a lack of symptoms even mixed with the weak dope here that takes 200 mg+ to get a rush & nod I honestly never reached.
 
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