iKiLLpeople
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- Jul 24, 2025
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This is just the story of my first beautiful and intense experience with the magical plant. I'm writing this mainly for my own pleasure, to try to re-live the experience.
5 years ago when I was 25, I'd never taken any mild altering substance other than drinking a cup of coffee about twice a year. I was so dedicated to running clean that even when sick i always refused to take even OTC medications like for example Advil. I've always had real bad anxiety my whole life that never caused too much trouble. But after I just turned 25 after starting my new job it got severe fast. Long story short I went to the doc who offered me benzos or other heavy ssri's but since I was such an anti-drug freak, I did research for softer alternatives and decided to try CBD OIL
Charlottes Web CBD Oil, a very reputable brand according to my research. I did some of research on CBD oils and I was assured by everything I read that "YOU CAN'T GET HIGH FROM CBD" which was very critical and important to me. So the night my 100mL bottle of 60mg CBD/mL arrives, I take about 2mL the first hour at about 8pm, and over the next 2 hours I slowly take more and more due to not feeling shit, totaling about 5mL. I wait about 4-5 hours for something to happen then go to sleep at around midnight disappointed that nothing happened. I was expecting to feel noticeably calm, relaxed, and anxiety free.
Suddenly I half-wake up and with my eyes closed I see this very small square in the center of my vision trying to spin but my brain keeps fixing it. I then open my eyes and i realize the room is spinning slowly. I stand up to turn lights on but my legs immediately collapse and I'm on my knees yet I can still easily reach the lights and I turn em on. I then make myself fall backwards into my bed and as I land the spins speed up. This makes me extremely nauseous so I decide I'm gonna get the pack of chewing gum on the table next to my bed. I again collapse on my knees but this time my head is just hanging down and I'm unable to pull it up to look at the table. So I flail my arm around the table hoping to god that I feel the pack of gum and luckily my hand finds it. I pop the gum in and lay back down and boom. Maximum speed spins, maximum nausea. My entire body goes completely numb. I'm using all of my strength to avoid vomiting. My eyes are closed but I'm seeing this weird tube that represents my body and my nausea. As the tube's light reaches closer to the bottom I'm closer to vomiting, so I fight it and it pushes the light back up. This goes on back and forth nonstop for several minutes
Every time I opened my eyes, my dizziness and nausea get 1000x worse. A few times my eyes accidentally cracked a tiny bit open and let a tiny bit of light in and even this made it 1000x worse, so after like the 3rd time that it accidentally happened I made a conscious effort to forcefully shut my eyes closed. I couldn't feel my body at all. A few times I tried moving my arm just to try to feel where it was but even the slightest nudge made the dizziness and nausea 1000x worse so I stopped trying to move. At one point I was worried that the gum I popped in my mouth would fall into my throat and I would choke on it, so I tried spitting it out. As I tried moving my tongue, it felt as if my head was enormous like 5 times bigger. Felt like my tongue was so tiny inside my giant head so I was unable to coordinate spitting the gum out.
I layed there eyes shut in this super awkward position with my left arm curled upward towards me. I began seeing many clouds with random movies playing inside them as the clouds rapidly came and went. I still remember one of them was playing SpongeBob. As these clouds were playing I did a mental test to reassure myself that I'm not losing my mind. I recalled my name, where I was, what day it was. The first attempt I failed as I forgot what I was thinking of so I concentrated very strongly and did it the second time. I then reminded myself that nobody has ever died from this and how stupid those idiots were who called 911 thinking they were dying from this. This kept me calm and collected.
After some time passed I tried moving my arm and I was able to move it and slowly put it down. I spit my unchewed gum and I turned myself so incredibly slowly to my side and I went to sleep with the lights still on. I turned so slowly because I was so scared of triggering the spins and nausea again but luckily that didn't happen. I woke up the next morning totally fine.
That was my introduction to Cannabis. I paid 200$ for this bottle so I wasn't about to give up even after this nightmare. 2 days later decided to start from a tiny dose of 0.25mL and work my way up until I felt anxiety relief. 5 days later on (1.5mL) this damn oil ambushed me again and this time it got me so wicked high. I'm talking complete memory loss, time felt like slow motion, uncontrollable laughter. I fell so in love with the high that I've been using this same Charlottes Web Oil ever since. After my first high I learned that this oil has 2.5mg THC per mL !!! So my first time when I overdosed I took 12.5mg THC despite my body only needing 3.7mg THC to get 10/10 maximum stoned.
5 years ago when I was 25, I'd never taken any mild altering substance other than drinking a cup of coffee about twice a year. I was so dedicated to running clean that even when sick i always refused to take even OTC medications like for example Advil. I've always had real bad anxiety my whole life that never caused too much trouble. But after I just turned 25 after starting my new job it got severe fast. Long story short I went to the doc who offered me benzos or other heavy ssri's but since I was such an anti-drug freak, I did research for softer alternatives and decided to try CBD OIL
Charlottes Web CBD Oil, a very reputable brand according to my research. I did some of research on CBD oils and I was assured by everything I read that "YOU CAN'T GET HIGH FROM CBD" which was very critical and important to me. So the night my 100mL bottle of 60mg CBD/mL arrives, I take about 2mL the first hour at about 8pm, and over the next 2 hours I slowly take more and more due to not feeling shit, totaling about 5mL. I wait about 4-5 hours for something to happen then go to sleep at around midnight disappointed that nothing happened. I was expecting to feel noticeably calm, relaxed, and anxiety free.
Suddenly I half-wake up and with my eyes closed I see this very small square in the center of my vision trying to spin but my brain keeps fixing it. I then open my eyes and i realize the room is spinning slowly. I stand up to turn lights on but my legs immediately collapse and I'm on my knees yet I can still easily reach the lights and I turn em on. I then make myself fall backwards into my bed and as I land the spins speed up. This makes me extremely nauseous so I decide I'm gonna get the pack of chewing gum on the table next to my bed. I again collapse on my knees but this time my head is just hanging down and I'm unable to pull it up to look at the table. So I flail my arm around the table hoping to god that I feel the pack of gum and luckily my hand finds it. I pop the gum in and lay back down and boom. Maximum speed spins, maximum nausea. My entire body goes completely numb. I'm using all of my strength to avoid vomiting. My eyes are closed but I'm seeing this weird tube that represents my body and my nausea. As the tube's light reaches closer to the bottom I'm closer to vomiting, so I fight it and it pushes the light back up. This goes on back and forth nonstop for several minutes
Every time I opened my eyes, my dizziness and nausea get 1000x worse. A few times my eyes accidentally cracked a tiny bit open and let a tiny bit of light in and even this made it 1000x worse, so after like the 3rd time that it accidentally happened I made a conscious effort to forcefully shut my eyes closed. I couldn't feel my body at all. A few times I tried moving my arm just to try to feel where it was but even the slightest nudge made the dizziness and nausea 1000x worse so I stopped trying to move. At one point I was worried that the gum I popped in my mouth would fall into my throat and I would choke on it, so I tried spitting it out. As I tried moving my tongue, it felt as if my head was enormous like 5 times bigger. Felt like my tongue was so tiny inside my giant head so I was unable to coordinate spitting the gum out.
I layed there eyes shut in this super awkward position with my left arm curled upward towards me. I began seeing many clouds with random movies playing inside them as the clouds rapidly came and went. I still remember one of them was playing SpongeBob. As these clouds were playing I did a mental test to reassure myself that I'm not losing my mind. I recalled my name, where I was, what day it was. The first attempt I failed as I forgot what I was thinking of so I concentrated very strongly and did it the second time. I then reminded myself that nobody has ever died from this and how stupid those idiots were who called 911 thinking they were dying from this. This kept me calm and collected.
After some time passed I tried moving my arm and I was able to move it and slowly put it down. I spit my unchewed gum and I turned myself so incredibly slowly to my side and I went to sleep with the lights still on. I turned so slowly because I was so scared of triggering the spins and nausea again but luckily that didn't happen. I woke up the next morning totally fine.
That was my introduction to Cannabis. I paid 200$ for this bottle so I wasn't about to give up even after this nightmare. 2 days later decided to start from a tiny dose of 0.25mL and work my way up until I felt anxiety relief. 5 days later on (1.5mL) this damn oil ambushed me again and this time it got me so wicked high. I'm talking complete memory loss, time felt like slow motion, uncontrollable laughter. I fell so in love with the high that I've been using this same Charlottes Web Oil ever since. After my first high I learned that this oil has 2.5mg THC per mL !!! So my first time when I overdosed I took 12.5mg THC despite my body only needing 3.7mg THC to get 10/10 maximum stoned.
the two main compounds in weed are CBD and THC. Sorry someone told you that bro 