Okay so I'm getting some OxyNorm capsules, either i'm gettin 10 or 20mg ones, so i'ma empty out a capsule and either weigh the content out or eyeball it.
But i have emetophobia (phobia of puking or feeling like you're going to be sick), a lot of people seem to think 10mg is a good starting point, but someone also said that if you digest 5mg wrong, you could end up puking as well, i do have antihistamines at home, so that'll hopefully help, along with some ginger as well.
But yeah, i wanna work my way up to a high slowly, i don't really care if i get high the first time, or even the first few times, as long as i don't throw up. So what do you guys think?
Should i empty out a capsule, divide it into quarters and parachute that?
And please note that my phobia has made me attempt suicide, just so you know how immense my phobia is.
EDIT:
The only opiate i've done is codeine, when i have no tolerance, i start with 125mg orally.
Then i start doing 150, then i go up to 200 within a week. When i'm doing 200mg i take 125-150 orally and then 75-50 sublingually.
But i have emetophobia (phobia of puking or feeling like you're going to be sick), a lot of people seem to think 10mg is a good starting point, but someone also said that if you digest 5mg wrong, you could end up puking as well, i do have antihistamines at home, so that'll hopefully help, along with some ginger as well.
But yeah, i wanna work my way up to a high slowly, i don't really care if i get high the first time, or even the first few times, as long as i don't throw up. So what do you guys think?
Should i empty out a capsule, divide it into quarters and parachute that?
And please note that my phobia has made me attempt suicide, just so you know how immense my phobia is.
EDIT:
The only opiate i've done is codeine, when i have no tolerance, i start with 125mg orally.
Then i start doing 150, then i go up to 200 within a week. When i'm doing 200mg i take 125-150 orally and then 75-50 sublingually.
