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First Time Rolling Tomorrow (moonrock)

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starbright911

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So I'm going to roll for the first time tomorrow and I'm very excited. I'm going to take a molly moonrock. I heard it makes you very open. I'm rolling with my ex alone. Is this going to be a problem? I still have feelings for them, but they are in a relationship, and I would like to respect that. Is rolling with them going to be hard without hitting on them? Is this a good idea?

any advise on anything would be nice to know for my first time. :)
thank you
 
Rolling opens up the pandoras box of feelings. Be prepared to say things you could'nt say sober. Now, depending how you look at it, this can be good or bad. If you're not ready for this kind of experience with your ex I would suggest rolling with somebody else for your first time. Not matter who you are with though, it's always a great experience, especially your first time. Enjoy, I know I did, and still do =D.
 
^^ Doctas post is spot on.

I would also axe the rolling with ex idea if I were you. MDMA can be great for giving you that confidence to say things to people you wouldnt normally say. A classic example you gain the confidence to approach a hot girl on the dance floor and compliment her. Im not so sure if this "removal" of your natural protection mechanisms is good in the context of an ex.

Why not do it with a friend you kind of fancie but have never said anything to. You never know they might feel the same way. MDMA may well weed these feelings out. Why waste it on an ex? Utilise the experience to explore something new. You could even go clubbbing alone on MDMA that is an adventure for sure.

Good luck my friend I wish it was my first time again. I still remember it so well :)
 
futura2012 said:
^^ Doctas post is spot on.

I would also axe the rolling with ex idea if I were you. MDMA can be great for giving you that confidence to say things to people you wouldnt normally say. A classic example you gain the confidence to approach a hot girl on the dance floor and compliment her. Im not so sure if this "removal" of your natural protection mechanisms is good in the context of an ex.

Why not do it with a friend you kind of fancie but have never said anything to. You never know they might feel the same way. MDMA may well weed these feelings out. Why waste it on an ex? Utilise the experience to explore something new. You could even go clubbbing alone on MDMA that is an adventure for sure.

Good luck my friend I wish it was my first time again. I still remember it so well :)
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Oh damn haha, story of my life! it's great..
 
it was amazing! I loved it, also thank you to everyone who commented on this for me.

I actually didn't get really emotional, I felt awesome but I didn't get that feeling where I had to tell people how much I love them, which was good because I was with my ex and that could of gone bad haha . I cant wait to do it again haha
 
I rolled with an ex the day after we broke up. that night was some of the most passionate and pleasurable sex I've ever experienced. it was also one of the roughest morning afters (saturday school at 7 am :), was still in highschool at the time).

you may feel like you're falling in love with your ex again, but it is hard to tell if these are true feelings or feelings induced by the drug. some people will tell you "ecstasy will open up your mind to your true feelings" but I don't think this is true. Ecstasy is a drug and it alters your thinking, you can choose to look deeper into it then that but Idk. Try to enjoy yourself, if he/she is willing to roll alone with you despite being in a new relationship then that says something about you two, it takes a lot to be respectful of your exes because of the feelings of resentment people often feel after breaking up.

edit: glad it went well.
 
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