Nurse Ratched
Bluelight Crew
Had 2 friends ( man and wife ) that were getting his Dads full oxy script. 90 30 mg IR's. They were supposed to be selling them for him as he needed the money to pay his bills and stuff and didn't really like taking them. He had trams or something that he preferred and thought the oxy was too strong. This went on for about 3 months or so and the man and wife team were eating more than they were selling so the Dad quit giving them his script. He gave them to his wife ( the guys Mom ) and she only gave them a certain amount to sell and not all 90 at once. This went on for 2 more months. Well, you know where this is going. Dad got the UA from pain management and there was no oxy in his system so bye bye script. Two friends turned to xanax and booze to quell the OD's and one month later they were both dead. Had started shooting heroin ( which was fent ) and the Mom found them in bed together dead 2 days later.10 years ago I was curious about oxy, now I'm 2 months clean shooting dope but popping hydromorh like candy.
I know you're going to do it regardless but just know you're playing with fire.
It's not a controllable habit for very long
Its all fun and games when the oxy is flowing and it turns into a shitshow real fast. 6 months later one of the guys that was buying most of the oxy had a fatal OD as well. On IV fent that he kept insisting was heroin, until it wasn't.
The Mom that lost her son and daughter in law to her husbands oxy script is just a shell now. If I hadn't of already quit opioids by then, I would have quit then. Every time I see her my heart just breaks knowing that she feels somewhat responsible for wanting the money that the oxy brought in.