First Time On MDMA?

[gonzo128]

Yesterday was my first time doing MDMA. Me and a couple of friends bought blue louis vuittons pills (small, rectangular blue pills with white dots.) Doing some research on them, and info from the seller, they were apparently around 200mg of MDMA and contained some amount of speed but i cant be certain. 3 hours before i dropped i had a dish oil tablet, glass of cranberry juice, slice of bread and 4 fish things. Anyway we all dropped at about 2:20pm. Around 3pm i began to feel different, calmer, could feel myself gradually coming up. Just as this started my friend lost his credit card which made me a bit anxious, i continued to come up. Im not sure if i peaked but i felt it really strong, talking fast, energetic, feeling weightless, loving people etc. After 15 minutes of this feeling intensifying, some dangerous looking guy came over and started asking us questions which made me feel scared/ anxious? I still felt great but i hadnt peaked yet, so my friend told me to drink an energy drink and i downed two. I didnt feel it as strong anymore, i was slightly buzzed, like i knew i was on something but the amazing feeling i felt previous was gone. At this point all my friends had peaked. It began to rain then and as we were leaving i felt great again but it only lasted 5 minutes, this continued to happen or the rest of the day. Everytime i smoked, or focused on something id feel great again but it wouldnt last. I smoked weed to try feel great but it didnt last either. This continued until about 9:30pm and just stopped. Also at around 8pm i felt it fairly strong and my pupils greatly enlarged, but it didnt last long either.
I felt like i missed out since i didnt feel great constantly. Does anybody know why i mightve fluctuated between feeling great and nothing? Im scared it may be a problem with me cause i really want to experience MDMA properly. Anybody have any idea?

 

[JWills20]

I think that's the reason it's called 'rolling' you go up and down during the experience. It's pretty normal.

 

[gonzo128]

I talked to a couple of my friends about it and they've never experienced it, one did and he said it came from dodgy pills but i dont know

 

[lostsoul.On.E]

Heres the thing about MDMA. It all about the setting. Next time avoid dodgy situations in the streets. Do it at a house/hotel with a few good friends with vicks, lights, music and whatever else you think might be enjoyable. I promise you that you will have a better experience next time (Thats if what you have is really MDMA).

Iv'e had experiences like yours where i feel amazing but then something happens that kills my roll and its hard to get back to that euphoric feeling once the anxiety kicks in.