First time on M?

[K_L]

had M for the first time on Friday, and I'm wondering if what I experienced is normal, what I can expect next time, etc.

Started the night at a club, drank a lot, so while drunk decided to try M with my friend who's experienced in it. She gave me half a capsule since it was my first time. We then went to an after hours club. After about 30 mins I wasnt feeling anything (question:
half a pill not enough, or did I just need to give it more time??) so I took a full pill. Then about 20 mins later it all hit me hard. Suddenly everything was too bright, music was too loud, the air was shimmering, I felt heavy and couldnt speak - (normal? the brightness and music was kind of nice, but it was much too intense and I dont want to experience it again) so my friend took me back to her place to relax.

As soon as she lead me out of the club when I started tripping I have no memory of about 2 hours - is this out because of taking too much M, or was this the alcohol making me black out?

My next memory is of feeling really good, and so we returned to the club. At this point I actually felt quite normal, just really hyper and friendly. I didnt feel any effects people say you feel tho, like increased sense of touch and sound.....at this point had the M worn off (evn tho I felt hyper and friendly, and grinding my teeth!) or did I just not get those other effects?

Next time I do it I want to stick to half a pill......will this be enough? One and half was way too much, so I dont want to take more than a half next time...but will that make me feel anything if I give it enough time? Also will I have memory loss, or was that the alcohol? My first time when I felt good after the original intense high, was I still feeling the M when I was feeling really good, or had it worn off (since I wasnt feeling other sensations Ive heard youre supposed to feel).

Thanks! Sorry for all the questions but I want to make sure I know exactly what I'm doing and what to expect next time

 

[Bsiren]

The only way to determine if what you have is MDMA or not is to reagent test it. Though MDMA can be extremely flooring at high doses, fully passing out sounds alarming and not indicative of MDMA. At some point after the overwhelming experience of being floored, you should experience intense euphoria and joy (assuming you're not on ssri's on contraindicating medication).

 

[MasterSplinter]

Sounds like it was mixed with something else and you had a rough come up.

Lol "M"? that code name for MDMA or sumthin?

Best bet,

grab yourself a testing kit from eztest and try to plan before hand. It never ends well when you just randomly drop random things on the spot. I find rolling much moar enjoyable when it is planned out.

Peace.

-5plinter

 

[candyflip420]

Sounds like you peaked off your head due to taking 1.5 pills first time, alcohol probably contributes to memory loss. Being your first time you probably didn't know what to expect hence the confusion, i've seen experienced users peak so hard they started spackin' out. Once it eas'd up, you started feeling the positive effects we all munch for

 

[AndroidsDreamofBTC]

High doses of MDMA can have an impact on your memory. The couple of times that I have dosed in the 200 mg range, my short term memory was shot. I would be doing something and then I would enter this MDMA headspace were I was just melting in a sea of MDMA love. I would snap out of it and find myself in a completely different area. I would be 'back online' for about 5 minutes and then I zone out again. I still had a fun time, but I don't remember most of the experience.

Look up your pills on pillreports.com and go from there. You should be going for ingesting about 100-120mg of MDMA for a good experience without too many side effects.

 

[Bsiren]

K_L - Though we don't allow "what did I take threads" or posts trying to identify substances, I left this one open for a bit so you could get some worthwhile responses, as a new user, and you did.

Though no one can tell you for certain what happened, it does serve as a lesson about the world of MDMA- adulterated pills are extremely common, and the only safe way to determine the contents of what you are taking that's claimed to b "ecstasy", whether it's a pill, powder or other, is to reagent test it. Pillreports.com is a great resource, but it relies on people to share their test results to help others out.

You'll likely get a lot of similar responses to this thread, and as we don't allow speculation over what happened, I am closing this one up.