First time morphine, weird effects.

[bipolair]

So I managed to get morphine. Two days ago I plugged 7x10mg (ampules) and crushed and took 80mg extended release tablets. I did this in a total of 5 hours.
I also daily take 2x150mg of extended release wellbutrin and 10mg escitalopram. I have only taken codeine a few times before a long time ago. Next to this I have never experienced opiates

When began taking it in the evening. I started to feel a weird but not really uncomfortable heavy feeling in my head and in the back of my eyes. This got more pronounced after I took more. I also felt a little bit dizzy and a little high, but this was no different then taking about 5 beers (also had two beers) and being really tired.

5 hours later I woke up feeling the same effects. I also felt pretty weak. After a hour or so I started to feel sick for a moment, but didnt puke. The sick feeling passed after an hour I felt the effects the whole day until about 6pm. I also kinda nodded during the day, but this didnt felt particulary nice or something.

This morning I woke up at 6, having a MASSIVE headache, something I've never experienced before. It made me so sick I puked a few times. I took 2 paracetamol and fell asleep. When I woke up a few hours later the headache was still a bit there but way better.


So I took 150mg of morphine with no tolerance and this is what I felt. Isnt this a bit weird? Do you guys know what happened?
I think it might have something to do with the Wellbutrin.

Peeing was next to impossible though.

Thanks

 

[theotherside]

You took too much IMO. I would have started out with 15mg's and slowly worked my way up. Morphine is a "learned" high that can make people vomit and feel uncomfortable at high doses.

 

[bipolair]

Thats actually what I did, I worked my way up. And I didn't feel sick untill the next day and that was only for a hour or so.

 

[Z Y G G Y]

Two possibilities that I see:
1. you either don't enjoy opiates
2. welbutrin or the SSRI somehow took the euphoria away
Since you did have physical symptoms, it did work but you just didn't have euphoria which I bet are due to the meds.

What you did was very dangerous thou. You have no tolerance and 150mg is a big dose. I have a tolerance and it would mess me up. Next time don't try to chase the high especially since there is something else working on your dopamine which might be preventing the high and you keep on chasing it with higher dosages. Very dangerous. Wait until you are off the meds and I bet 20mg will give you a nice high.

You could have ODed.

 

[phatass]

you took too much, the vomiting is a sign of overdosing, and the fact that you fell asleep... you could have stopped breathing, not trying to be a dick but this was reckless behaviour... taking 150mg of morphine with no/little tolerance could have killed you... next time ask the questions before dosing!!

 

[flacky]

I plugged 7x10mg (ampules) and crushed and took 80mg extended release tablets. I did this in a total of 5 hours.

Too much.

I started to feel a weird but not really uncomfortable heavy feeling in my head and in the back of my eyes. This got more pronounced after I took more.

That's a normal part of the high.

5 hours later I woke up feeling the same effects. I also felt pretty weak. After a hour or so I started to feel sick for a moment, but didnt puke. The sick feeling passed after an hour I felt the effects the whole day until about 6pm.

This is a product of you taking too much and the drug staying in your system. Drugs are eliminated based on a half-life. If you have 200 mg of a drug in your system, 100 mg will remain after the first half-life, then 50, etc. I would say that you probably got a good 80 mg into your blood stream given what you did. This means that after several hours, you would still have 40 mg in your system --- plenty for an effect. And after several more, 20 mg --- still enough to at least feel something.

This morning I woke up at 6, having a MASSIVE headache, something I've never experienced before. It made me so sick I puked a few times.

You were probably dehydrated (biggest consequence of vomiting) and stopped breathing a few times when you were asleep. Once again, too much.

So I took 150mg of morphine with no tolerance and this is what I felt. Isnt this a bit weird?

Not in the slightest.

Peeing was next to impossible though.

One of the effects of the drug.

 

[bipolair]

Thanks for your concern but I think you guys are missing a few points. In the first place. I only started puking after I got the headache. So the dehydration got nothing to do with that. In the second place. I plugged 20mg, waited for a hour barely felt anything. Then I ate 30mg, figuring that after plugging 20mg and not feeling anything I could easily take this. I waited another hour and still didn't feel anything special. After this I decided to plug another 40mg. I did this because I didnt ate anything for the last 6 hours so I figured the.. oral should have hit me by now. I still didnt feel much so I took 30mg. In the next hour I took another 30mg.
Third, the reason I fell asleep is cause I WENT to sleep.
Fourth, I watched my heartrate every now and then and it seemed normal during the whole experience.

And ow, today I took another 70mg. I crushed up 70mg as fine as I possibly could and dropped 50mg. I snorted the other 20mg.

Felt nothing.

I also didnt take my medication today to see if it would make any difference, it didn't. I know my medication doesnt stop working after one day, but still.

P.S My pupils remained the same size.

 

[BrokedownPalace]

The point is that the other meds you are taking could mask the euphoric effects. Meaning you won't necessarily feel the high, but the drug is still acting on your central nervous system. Meaning, you still will get the vomiting, depressed breathing, etc. All the bad and none of the good. In this case, since you aren't feeling the high, you continue to take more and more without realizing the negative effects it is having on your CNS, which could lead to an over-dose. I am not very familiar with the other meds you are taking and their interaction with morphine, but I feel I am somewhere in the ballpark. This is why a lot of people on methadone maintenance OD, when they try to break through the 'done and get high on their drug of choice. Again, they don't feel the high, but keep taking more and more trying to achieve the high not realizing it is still effecting their CNS.

I'm kinda out of i t right now so I hope you understand what I mean. Cheerse/

 

[flacky]

I only started puking after I got the headache. So the dehydration got nothing to do with that.

You're ignoring the more important point that your headache was probably caused by you not breathing when you were asleep.

In the second place. I plugged 20mg, waited for a hour barely felt anything. Then I ate 30mg, figuring that after plugging 20mg and not feeling anything I could easily take this. I waited another hour and still didn't feel anything special. After this I decided to plug another 40mg. I did this because I didnt ate anything for the last 6 hours so I figured the.. oral should have hit me by now. I still didnt feel much so I took 30mg. In the next hour I took another 30mg.

Maybe you should include the full set of info in your original post if you want accurate answers then. 8)
Either way, that's still too much morphine for someone with no tolerance.

Third, the reason I fell asleep is cause I WENT to sleep.

I didn't say that you fell asleep from the drugs, just that you probably stopped breathing when you were sleeping

Fourth, I watched my heartrate every now and then and it seemed normal during the whole experience.

That's normal.

P.S My pupils remained the same size.

Some people have a decreased pupilary response to opiates. For me, personally, it's hit and miss. There have been times when I'm so strung out that shit is moving slowly and I can't balance and if I'm not moving I nod out every 10 seconds practically, and my pupils look normal. Other times, I'm barely high and they're so small they're barely existent.

It varies by person.

 

[bipolair]

Alright thanks for the info guys

 

[flacky]

If you abuse opiates, you should use one that is more reliably absorbed like oxy or something. The variable absorption of morphine makes it very hit and miss.