The HiVe MiND
Bluelighter
Hi there.
I haven't touched any intoxicating/mind-altering substance for the past 8 years (I'd previously tried almost everything, up to & including DMT)... except for the occasional caffeine or chocolate hit 8)
Lately I've been feeling emotionally, psychologically and generally stuck... something's unbalanced in my psyche, nothing major, but I really want to find out what it is, or at least experience being 'unhinged' momentarily, to hopefully get some insight, inspiration, introspection or purging.
I've decided a VISION QUEST is in order. I've got 10 Hawiian Baby Woodrose seeds. This is strictly going to be a therapeutic experiment.
The plan is to go bush, not TOO far off track, just somewhere immersed in natures calming beauty, far enough away from roads, shops and civilians.. but close enough for safety reasons. I'll have my mobile phone for emergencies, switched off. I'll fast most of the day before. I'll take water, an iPod touch with psychedelic ambient music and some sacred sanskrit mantra chants, a pen & paper, a few vegies, toilet roll, umm... etc..
I won't take 10 at once. Maybe I'll take 2 the week before to test the waters (so to speak), then take 8 on the occassion.
I'm aware that the outside layer of the seed contains a poison that usually makes people very ill, so I'll try my best to scrape it off using techniques described online.. but I'm still prepared and willing to go through a nausea stage.
My understanding of these kind of psychedelics is at some point they usually bring up horrible, confronting, depressing thoughts and ideas, based either on reality or illusion... followed by (or vice-versa) intense, positive, valuable insights and visions.
I see it as a kind of dual purge and cleanse of the psyche.
It WILL be my first time using this particular sacrament. The point of this post is to receive advice from anyone who's tried and somewhat understands them.
Please give feedback.
THANKYOU!
I haven't touched any intoxicating/mind-altering substance for the past 8 years (I'd previously tried almost everything, up to & including DMT)... except for the occasional caffeine or chocolate hit 8)
Lately I've been feeling emotionally, psychologically and generally stuck... something's unbalanced in my psyche, nothing major, but I really want to find out what it is, or at least experience being 'unhinged' momentarily, to hopefully get some insight, inspiration, introspection or purging.
I've decided a VISION QUEST is in order. I've got 10 Hawiian Baby Woodrose seeds. This is strictly going to be a therapeutic experiment.
The plan is to go bush, not TOO far off track, just somewhere immersed in natures calming beauty, far enough away from roads, shops and civilians.. but close enough for safety reasons. I'll have my mobile phone for emergencies, switched off. I'll fast most of the day before. I'll take water, an iPod touch with psychedelic ambient music and some sacred sanskrit mantra chants, a pen & paper, a few vegies, toilet roll, umm... etc..
I won't take 10 at once. Maybe I'll take 2 the week before to test the waters (so to speak), then take 8 on the occassion.
I'm aware that the outside layer of the seed contains a poison that usually makes people very ill, so I'll try my best to scrape it off using techniques described online.. but I'm still prepared and willing to go through a nausea stage.
My understanding of these kind of psychedelics is at some point they usually bring up horrible, confronting, depressing thoughts and ideas, based either on reality or illusion... followed by (or vice-versa) intense, positive, valuable insights and visions.
I see it as a kind of dual purge and cleanse of the psyche.
It WILL be my first time using this particular sacrament. The point of this post is to receive advice from anyone who's tried and somewhat understands them.
Please give feedback.
THANKYOU!

HBWR.