First time feeling disconnected and "spun" from meth

[forbiddenlife5]

First off i'd like to mention that i have used meth 7 times over a year and a half, and never have been addicted to it, or have any tolerance to it. So basically the day before yesterday i had decided to snort 2 large lines of meth, i've done alot more than this usually, even though this is still more than enough. Anyways it was evening time, and i thought that snorting it would make the high go away within two hours. Six hours went by i was still feeling amazing, but for some reason i was paranoid that the comedown was going to come all of the sudden, (because of a bad experience of smoking 12 hits of meth my first time, i started throwing up out of nowhere 24 hours after i did the meth) so worried the comedown was going to come, i took two xanax bars, which i also have no tolerance to, and i
waited for it to fully kick in and felt a good nice little high before falling asleep.

What i didn't realize till the next day was that, those two lines of meth would have kept me feeling amazing for 18 hours before it goes away, what happened that night was really scary, because i remember getting up real quick from laying down in the middle of my sleep and falling back asleep in a second, almost like it was a dream and didn;t happen, i'm guessing it had to do with the fact the meth was still strongly in my system and the mixture of the xanax's. Anyways i slept only for 5 hours, woke up and waited for evening time and finished the two lines i had left, time went on etc, this time i didn't; want to waste my xanax and was going to ride out the comedown by itself, like i've done many times even though it sucks so bad, for the next 18 hours i snorted those two lines of meth, i was having the time of my life reading drug stories, talking to friends, the typical stuff (i was shocked out of my head i felt it for so long, but than again all the meth i've ever tried is always the pure kind) here and their i would feel nausea real bad, so i'd continue to eat a cracker or two every hour, and i could feel my heartbeat but it wasn't too bad, i've been awake for 22 hours now (considering the first night on meth i got 6 hours of sleep from the xanax's) and i started noticing about an hour ago, that i was losing desire to do anything, my first sign of comedown usually, but i still forced myself to stay occupied and noticed, it didn't get worse, but instead something wasn't normal, when i normally do meth i usually go to sleep around after being awake for 30-35 hours, but despite of only being awake for 22 hours, i noticed i was feeling real lightheaded, seeing things slightly foggy, having harder time remembering what i'm saying, getting into random conversations, and so i've decided, i'm going to stay awake for another 8 hours, since that would be the time i usually go to bed, and also because i want to experiment with this feeling as its increasing.

I forced myself to turn on the tv and light so the setting isn't as depressing and freaky, so my question why is this the first time i'm experiencing this, i've done real high doses of meth especially for someone with no tolerance, and as i said earlier would be up for 30-35 hours not too bad, but never experienced even a slight disconnection and visuals, while this time i only did two lines one day, and even got some sleep, and did two lines the next day. Last of all i think this may have something to do with it or maybe not, but even though all the other times i did meth, it was even a higher dose it was all done in one session, 8 hits each time did i did meth, besides one time when i snorted 5 lines within 4 hours, and the first time i did meth 12 hits, HOWEVER even though i did less this time, i didn't do it all once or real closely together, i did two one day, and than did two another day (which is why i hate the re-dosing theory, i like to do more at once) so can someone please explain, and also any tips or anything i should expect relatively important? thanks

 

[atara]

Sounds like it's also the first time you did meth two days in a row like that. Binging is your problem as much as staying awake -- long-term elevation of dopamine in the mesolimbic pathway is after all the mechanism of schizophrenia.

You had lots of DA in your system for a good 30+ hours -- that is going to lead to a much harsher comedown than you're ordinarily used to. Don't use meth multiple days in a row in the future (or find shorter-acting stimulants!).

 

[sekio]

I'm sorry but I don't really find this to be "advanced" drug discussion. It's well known that when staying up for long periods of time, esp. on meth or with regular usage thereof, hallucinations and erratic behavior results. Often moreso than with straight amphetamine, as high doses of methamp are also serotonin releasers.

This got closed in BDD. It's not even a question really.

 

[forbiddenlife5]

I'm sorry but I don't really find this to be "advanced" drug discussion. It's well known that when staying up for long periods of time, esp. on meth or with regular usage thereof, hallucinations and erratic behavior results. Often moreso than with straight amphetamine, as high doses of methamp are also serotonin releasers.

This got closed in BDD. It's not even a question really.

i'm trying to explain it in details and only people with experience with meth will understand what i'm talking about, and the question is why am i experiencing all of the symptoms described above after doing meth the seventh time, and why i didn't experience them all the other times

 

[sekio]

Meth is a neurotoxin. It slowly destroys your braincells via oxidative stress especially at "recreational" doses. I'm guessing you're not exactly weighing out doses.

only people with experience with meth will understand what i'm talking about

Yeah, or anyone who reads about meth in the literature or even sees it mentioned in pop culture. Meth combined with sleep deprivation is a guaranteed way to get spun.

It could just be the purity of the product. It could be your individual dose varied. Also, set and setting. Low blood sugar or not vitamin/mineral deficiency can contribute too. There's way too many factors to take into account but I think it's safe to say you did way too much meth and should think about stopping now.

 

[fryingsquirrel]

I'm guessing you're not exactly weighing out doses.

Not sure how much that would help since he likely has no way to determine the purity. OP, as others have said the longer you stay up the weirder it gets. Just the nature of the beast.

 

[pofacedhoe]

not advanced. your meth was better quality this time even though you "always get pure product". even crystal can be cut, plus you never slept on the xanax, you were in a mental limbo but it doesn't register with your body as being asleep.

simple shit really. next time do all the meth in one 24hour period if you are going to have four lines. once you start taking a bit days in a row thats how addiction gets hold of you. former speed addict so its worth listening. all i'm saying is a good few lines one evening seems less likely to lead to addiction thatn two lines a day, which could balloon into every day quite easily. happened with me...

 

[forbiddenlife5]

not advanced. your meth was better quality this time even though you "always get pure product". even crystal can be cut, plus you never slept on the xanax, you were in a mental limbo but it doesn't register with your body as being asleep.

simple shit really. next time do all the meth in one 24hour period if you are going to have four lines. once you start taking a bit days in a row thats how addiction gets hold of you. former speed addict so its worth listening

thanks, i'm finally going to sleep now, the spun part of it isn't the fun visuals and feeling more dreamy than i thought it would be if anything it just makes me more paranoid, as always i end the meth trip not wanting more for awhileee because the comedown is well you know just horrible, hopefully depression will be decreased by tomorrow i want to feel back to normal ugh

 

[ebola?]

Given that we didn't have THAT technical of data to offer, this looks like a thread for OD.

ebola

 

[affasd]

Like you said, its from doing it 2 days in a row rather than all in 1 session. I never have done meth but when I do adderall a second day in a row I always get so much more side effects when it starts to wear off and it also starts to wear off sooner. Thats why I can never go more than 2 days in a row cause I start getting that shitty feeling and after it wears off than I always take a real thorough shower, eat, drink, do everything I neglected to do the passed 2 days I was tweaked out and vow to never do the shit again lol. But if I ever can control myself and keep it to one day I never feel that shitty at the end, and yea even if your up for 30 hours as long as you don't sleep its not quite as bad, Sleeping than going at it again makes it worse for some reason, I am not sure why but it does. Maybe cause your body has started the recovery process so its kinda fragile not ready for another session but than you do it again and it can't deal with it as well as a fresh brain so you get more scattered/spun after the peak wears off.