First time doing MDMA + terrible combo

[PaceYourself]

Hi everyone,
I hope my thread is in the right place, if not thank you for moving it to another category.
SWIM has been reading a lot of threads about MDMA comedowns lately and he decided to share his experience with you.

First of all, SWIM knows very little about drugs in general but he decided to give it a go on a special occasion. SWIM is used to cocaine but never really tried anything else.
Three days ago he decided to combine speed + MDMA + MDA along with a bottle of wine. SWIM has no idea how much speed and MDMA he took. The first too MDMA pills had been tested but it was not the case for the third and the fourth one, that he snorted out of stupidity, so he did with the MDA (he shared half of those pills with his patry friend). He basically did speed three times, took 2 + 2/4 of MDMA pills and 1/2 MDA pill (which I know doesn't really help you know much about the actual quantity). He seems to remember one of the last pills was brown. Again, speed and the last three pills had not been tested.

SWIM was overwhelmed with intense and trippy hallucinations but he truely enjoyed it. He threw up quite a lot which warned him something wasn't quite right.
Now he knows it's only been three days since he rolled but you know how it works... he keeps thinking that his brain has been damaged and that he will never fully recover. The comedown is really harsh and SWIM has a lot of difficulty to focuss, is more sensitive to lights and is experiencing dizziness and depression. He is intensely tired and sleeps a lot, had no migraines and didn't vomit the day after. He also noticed some unusual paranoid fits coupled with a feeling of agoraphobia. SWIM doesn't feel like going out of his room and doesn't like the idea of being surrounded by people, which is something you would never expect from him.

SWIM has documented himself and realized he had no idea an alcohol+speed+MDMA+MDA combo was such a terrible and silly choice.
He would like to know what he could expect his comedown to be like. Has anyone here tried the same combo? Are the side effects likely to linger longer since it was the first time SWIM had done these three drugs ? Is it slowly getting better or it may get worse over time?

SWIM won't do it again. Lesson's learnt. He thanks you all for you help.

 

[2skeed]

Other than the fact that his serotonin wud be completley drained for an unknown amount of time I think he should be alright because it will slowly start to build itself back up. Many have encountered what you are feeling and theres nothing you can do but wait it out. I once ate almost a gram of an untested MDxx substance and then chugged some brandy right before I was about to come down, I felt dead for weeks.

 

[augustaB]

We don't do SWIM here.
Not surprised you feel bad after that combo. You will probably recover and be capable of trying another crazy combination again.

 

[thatgr]

You'll probably be okay. I've combined MDMA with about 4 other drugs before, as long as they aren't dangerous combinations or speedballing.

 

[PaceYourself]

Thank you all so much for your replies!
Everything is almost back to normal except for two very annoying side effects. It's been almost 6 days from the rave now so my question is : is it normal that my vision is still very blurry ? Not only is it very hard to focuss but I have some kind of flashes that keep getting in the way, very comparable to what you see after staring right into a lightbulb before looking around the room. Dizziness and nausea are the second side effects. It's also been very hard to tell what time it is since I rolled, just like 10am or 4pm or 5am doesn't really make any difference. It makes me a little bit anxious ; plus my party friend has now fully recovered.
Thank you!