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First time chilling with Molly

Dimitri K.

Dimitri K.

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Well a couple of days ago, I tried MDMA for the first time. This was quite pure crystal (later confirmed by my friend who was with me) and I was expecting some intense euphoria and what not. Anyways, it was kinda strange. I definitely noticed psychological but I didn't really feel "loved up" or even in the mood to talk or interact that much. I definitely noticed physical effects a bit more but my heart rate was only slightly above normal. Anyways, I wasn't even particularly stimulated. I know that different chems work differently for different individuals but have any of you had a similar experience?
 
How did your friend 'confirm' that it was Mdma? The only way to be certain is to test it with a reagent kit.
 
Reagent kits are the only way to confirm contents, people can claim the experience felt authentic, but there are actually many chemicals and combinations that can feel virtually identical to MDMA from the users standpoint.

I find pure MDMA to be quite flooring, cuddly, but not very chatty/dancey/social. Everyone is a bit different, but pure MDMA is extremely euphoric regardless of the lack of energy. I don't think I've ever felt so encompassed in pure euphoria in my life.
 
Yeah, I"m probably just weird :) Responding to both of you, it was not tested but my friend compared his experience (at the same time) very favorably to what he has had before. It floored him and I was a little disappointed :/ I will try again in around 6 weeks to see if I can get a little bit better experience. Sadly, all that I have left is cut with what we think is another phenethylamine.
 
I have experienced both sides of the coin - being OMG I love you, your my new best friend EVER - to a feeling of contented isolation, loving being by myself. As Bsiren says its always euphoric :)

What were you expecting? What was the setting (Where, who, how much etc) are you on any meds/were you drinking/did you have a large meal - all these things can have an effect on the experience.

Why did you mix your left over MDMA with another substance ?
 
Dimitri K. said:
Well a couple of days ago, I tried MDMA for the first time. This was quite pure crystal (later confirmed by my friend who was with me) and I was expecting some intense euphoria and what not. Anyways, it was kinda strange. I definitely noticed psychological but I didn't really feel "loved up" or even in the mood to talk or interact that much. I definitely noticed physical effects a bit more but my heart rate was only slightly above normal. Anyways, I wasn't even particularly stimulated. I know that different chems work differently for different individuals but have any of you had a similar experience?
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sounds about right, what dose did you have?

some crystal does that to me aswell, just sit there quiet.

try lower your dose.
 
I had just under a point of the crystal and then around 25 mg of stuff that was cut a little bit (we guessed with 2C-B as I definitely felt something). My only other experience with these types of substances is mephedrone so I guess I wasn't aware how smooth and relaxed this stuff is. Barely even any bruxia at all.Setting was decent (my friends house) Hadn't eaten for more than 7 hours before. One thing that freaked me out a little was that I had just touched around 5 hits of LSD and had convinced myself that I was going to start tripping out (obviously didn't happen :D) Anyways, who knows. I feel like this stuff can be extremely therapeutic and I'm going to use it again when my 5-HT comes back =D
 
2c-b is a fabulous psychedelic experience- I don't think that sounds like what you had.

Mephedrone is much more of a dopamine releaser and far more energizing than pure MDMA. I actually prefer mephedrone for partying.
 
sounds more like you just got some stuff cut with an inactive, try a higher dose next time perhaps? An under-dose of MDMA will give what you described

Make sure you test it though, molly is beginning to have more and more unknown substances show up as it...
 
It's possible that I have a much higher tolerance than normal (or that it was cut with an inactive. Possibly both as my friend rolled balls :) ). The majority of what we had was definitely quite pure though. I definitely like stimulants so overall I have preferred meph also. Like I said, I've got plenty more to test with and should probably buy a kit. Do you guys generally use tests from dancesafe?
 
Dimitri K. said:
Well a couple of days ago, I tried MDMA for the first time. This was quite pure crystal (later confirmed by my friend who was with me) and I was expecting some intense euphoria and what not. Anyways, it was kinda strange. I definitely noticed psychological but I didn't really feel "loved up" or even in the mood to talk or interact that much. I definitely noticed physical effects a bit more but my heart rate was only slightly above normal. Anyways, I wasn't even particularly stimulated. I know that different chems work differently for different individuals but have any of you had a similar experience?
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How much did you take? Sounds like you just didnt take enough, fme.
 
My friend and I each took 90 mg of crystal I had been told (and what looked like) purish MDMA and then another 10-15 of what we knew was cut with something. We also took another 10-15 later of the powder that was cut. The only thing that leaves me confused is that my friend seemed to be rolling moderately hard (he has rolled several times and said he was feeling right up there. I understand there's always a "YMMV" with psychoactives. That's fine. I just hope to have a real roll one of these days =) Btw, I don't know if it could possibly effect me negatively but I do take A LOT of 5-HTP (200 mg) and tryptophan (500 mg) everyday (although I had been off for 4 days prior because I was concerned about serotonin syndrome when combined with MDMA). I've been doing that for a few months. Is there a possibility that that could actually negatively affect my roll? Just trying to cover my bases here as I really felt only very mild euphoria and openness along with the more negative affects of changing body temperature,headache, and bruxism. I also didn't feel down at all afterwards. After literally crying a couple of times the day after meph I was at least expecting SOME kind of a comedown with this. Didn't seem to happen at all.
 
Dimitri K. said:
It's possible that I have a much higher tolerance than normal (or that it was cut with an inactive. Possibly both as my friend rolled balls :) ). The majority of what we had was definitely quite pure though. I definitely like stimulants so overall I have preferred meph also. Like I said, I've got plenty more to test with and should probably buy a kit. Do you guys generally use tests from dancesafe?
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Do you take any SSRIs?
 
~100mg MDMA isn't enough to give me a mind-blowing experience, by any means.

My first few "attempts" it took me about double that to get a "proper" experience.
 
^100mgs of highly pure MDMA will blow most people away in most terms, unless their insensitive.
Not everyone is completely enthralled by MDMA. In my experience its a great time, but the euphoria for example doesn't even touch LSD's for me. Mescaline also beats MDMA's feelings of empathy/connection. MDMA has its uses for me but rarely on its own, mainly to add more to other things. Terrence Mckenna or someone similar speaks about MDMA in a style of term similar. On its own MDMA just won't have much to offer someone who's traveled far and enjoys the depth of a real psychedelic style trip, especially if they go looking for something powerful from MDMA. Sure its strong, just not in a similar manner. I've taken various doses, over various times and the best ever from certain batches I never even bothered using more than 120 mgs. It simply wasn't necessary. For reference though, this was the most beautiful MDMA i've ever seen and one of the best crystals i've ever seen, in high volume, it looked like a bag of very clear rock salt.
 
Pjkt2501 said:
~100mg MDMA isn't enough to give me a mind-blowing experience, by any means.

My first few "attempts" it took me about double that to get a "proper" experience.
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Next time I"m probably going to start with around 150 and then see where I am after that.
 
100mg isnt enough for in my experience, get a proper dose in to start cause it'll be difficult to "re-peak".
 
Hm..yeah maybe I really just didn't take enough. Also, I hadn't eaten for approximately 7.5 hours before I dropped. I thought this would be a positive thing but maybe it was a negative as my friend had eaten a couple hours before.
 
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