Funkee, thank you for that incredibly informative post.
I had no idea about arrestin before reading this. Now my situation makes a lot more sense.
This is the only part I didn't understand. If a person who takes bupe regularly has a lot of built up arrestin, won't it take longer to use them up and go into WD?
I think I'm pretty dependent, because I'd definitely get WD if I didn't get at LEAST 60mg of oxy a day (again, usually I was doing 200mg per day). Of course my pupils are usually tiny when I'm on opiates, but lately (since I took the bupe) my pupils have stayed fairly normally sized, only shrinking a little when I do oxy. You're suggesting that if the bupe were still affecting me, my pupils would be tiny?
I have to step back and say this is a really good point. Maybe this is a gift and not a problem. After all, that's why I took Suboxone when I could've just taken more oxy, right?