BodyHereMindGone
Bluelighter
First experience with san pedro... 14" cutting..
Let me start by saying this stuff tastes like .... Well, i can equate it to sea water combined with.... Shit...
So, i drink half of this sea water/crap tea as quick as possible, over the course of 30mins, taking shots every 10mins or so... But then, im unwillingly convinced to go to the store wif my brother... So, i put the tea on hold till i get back...
While in the store (about an hour n a half) after ingesting, i notice some jaw clenching and mild euphoria, reminding me alot of MDMA, but, with a spaced out feel to it and not much of a stimulation... so, i try hurry my brother up with buying the groceries cause i can feel this is a substance i will like and i want to get the fullest of my experience...
I get home (reaching the 2hour mark after ingestion) and i rush back to my tea and load myself up a shot, down it, then prepare another... It tasted alot damn worse now, i realised i wouldnt be able to finish it....
i decided on finishing it over the course of 1 more hour, i gave up on the hopes of a full blown trip and settled for what i could get...
As i was sitting, watching my bro's play tekken6, i started looking around the room and i realised, if i focused on the wall, i could create a reptilian type of skin over my walls, a wallpaper if you will, i was really amazed by this, never have i had such beautiful/fascinating imagery from a psychedelic......
but, this imagery was soon to be ruined... As i was sitting there, looking at the skin and watching as everything started to melt, i saw my younger bro's gf looking at me and giggling at me as i spaced out at the wall's new wallpaper... I snapped out of it and my beautiful wallpaper was gone... never to be seen again...
i realised at that moment, the spiritualness i seeked would not be found while with other people... Well, not these people, they thought i was taking it just to get fucked on... Eh, some people dont understand....
i got up and walked upstairs after playing a game of Tekken6 (i got whooped (honestly, i forgot the buttons)), once in my room, i could focus on the trip and making it all about me...
I played some music, soft, due to my room being next where the babies sleep.. i found the soft music didnt give me any surge, so, i put the headphones on and played it alot louder... Ahhh, there it is... Now i see how u remind people of MDMA... At this moment, a great wave of euphoria hit me and the walls began to breath.. So, i laid back and enjoyed the pure XTC of euphoria and happiness while watching my walls breath and softly melt...
i am feeling amazingly happy and at awe at the world... I can completely control the trip so, when i want the walls to stop breathing, they stop.. teehee, the walls never stopped breathing
...
These feelings continued throughout the experience and are still continuing right now as i write this (no visuals anymore tho
), 12 hours after ingestion... The trip is over but it will not be forgotten...
It was a very soft and gentle ease into the world of masc as i understand san pedro is and i cant help but feel that by having the second dose as the first one was hitting helped prolong the duration of this whole thing and the over all experience was alot more pleasant and better (for me)..
Fairly large body load though, reminds me alot of MDMA, but, no real SURGE, u know, that "gimme some gum or my lips will be gone in a matter of hours" kind of surge u get from MDMA and no major sympathetic/social urges..
I did find myself going to do something like pour a drink, only to forget about the drink and focus on something different, then, coming back to the drink... (MDMA, i wouldve forgotten about the drink and the thing that distracted me from the drink, lol)
Will definatly be doing it again, But, there is no way on earth that i will drink that fucking tea again... 00 next time, which should be in about a year when my babies grow back
Amazing after glow.. OMG!! the after glow, i have not felt this amazing in a long time... Reminds me of, well, i dont know.. i cant really remember being this happy/spiritually awakend apart from my first time on LSD when i noticed the beauty of a simple yet so incredibly complex purple (the purple was so magnificent) flower..
Spoke to my girl, she was confused but happy by my sudden surge of happiness (we been fighting alot), told her that "im just happy i can be the first person u talk to when u wake up", made her smile (couldnt see, but, i know
) And that added to this amazing experience...
Perfect first time experience even though it didnt go to plan.. Truth be told, this experience couldnt have been better...
i await my next cacti journey patiently...
thank you for reading...
(I know, was a shitload to read, Sorry!!) 8)
Forgot to add, the only thing that reminded me of shrooms throughout this trip was some mild confusion that i get from shrooms, apart from that, was very unique with a lil MDMA thrown in..
Let me start by saying this stuff tastes like .... Well, i can equate it to sea water combined with.... Shit...
So, i drink half of this sea water/crap tea as quick as possible, over the course of 30mins, taking shots every 10mins or so... But then, im unwillingly convinced to go to the store wif my brother... So, i put the tea on hold till i get back...
While in the store (about an hour n a half) after ingesting, i notice some jaw clenching and mild euphoria, reminding me alot of MDMA, but, with a spaced out feel to it and not much of a stimulation... so, i try hurry my brother up with buying the groceries cause i can feel this is a substance i will like and i want to get the fullest of my experience...
I get home (reaching the 2hour mark after ingestion) and i rush back to my tea and load myself up a shot, down it, then prepare another... It tasted alot damn worse now, i realised i wouldnt be able to finish it....
i decided on finishing it over the course of 1 more hour, i gave up on the hopes of a full blown trip and settled for what i could get...
As i was sitting, watching my bro's play tekken6, i started looking around the room and i realised, if i focused on the wall, i could create a reptilian type of skin over my walls, a wallpaper if you will, i was really amazed by this, never have i had such beautiful/fascinating imagery from a psychedelic......
but, this imagery was soon to be ruined... As i was sitting there, looking at the skin and watching as everything started to melt, i saw my younger bro's gf looking at me and giggling at me as i spaced out at the wall's new wallpaper... I snapped out of it and my beautiful wallpaper was gone... never to be seen again...
i realised at that moment, the spiritualness i seeked would not be found while with other people... Well, not these people, they thought i was taking it just to get fucked on... Eh, some people dont understand....
i got up and walked upstairs after playing a game of Tekken6 (i got whooped (honestly, i forgot the buttons)), once in my room, i could focus on the trip and making it all about me...
I played some music, soft, due to my room being next where the babies sleep.. i found the soft music didnt give me any surge, so, i put the headphones on and played it alot louder... Ahhh, there it is... Now i see how u remind people of MDMA... At this moment, a great wave of euphoria hit me and the walls began to breath.. So, i laid back and enjoyed the pure XTC of euphoria and happiness while watching my walls breath and softly melt...
i am feeling amazingly happy and at awe at the world... I can completely control the trip so, when i want the walls to stop breathing, they stop.. teehee, the walls never stopped breathing
...These feelings continued throughout the experience and are still continuing right now as i write this (no visuals anymore tho
), 12 hours after ingestion... The trip is over but it will not be forgotten...It was a very soft and gentle ease into the world of masc as i understand san pedro is and i cant help but feel that by having the second dose as the first one was hitting helped prolong the duration of this whole thing and the over all experience was alot more pleasant and better (for me)..
Fairly large body load though, reminds me alot of MDMA, but, no real SURGE, u know, that "gimme some gum or my lips will be gone in a matter of hours" kind of surge u get from MDMA and no major sympathetic/social urges..
I did find myself going to do something like pour a drink, only to forget about the drink and focus on something different, then, coming back to the drink... (MDMA, i wouldve forgotten about the drink and the thing that distracted me from the drink, lol)
Will definatly be doing it again, But, there is no way on earth that i will drink that fucking tea again... 00 next time, which should be in about a year when my babies grow back
Amazing after glow.. OMG!! the after glow, i have not felt this amazing in a long time... Reminds me of, well, i dont know.. i cant really remember being this happy/spiritually awakend apart from my first time on LSD when i noticed the beauty of a simple yet so incredibly complex purple (the purple was so magnificent) flower..
Spoke to my girl, she was confused but happy by my sudden surge of happiness (we been fighting alot), told her that "im just happy i can be the first person u talk to when u wake up", made her smile (couldnt see, but, i know
) And that added to this amazing experience... Perfect first time experience even though it didnt go to plan.. Truth be told, this experience couldnt have been better...
i await my next cacti journey patiently...
thank you for reading...
(I know, was a shitload to read, Sorry!!) 8)Forgot to add, the only thing that reminded me of shrooms throughout this trip was some mild confusion that i get from shrooms, apart from that, was very unique with a lil MDMA thrown in..
