• MDMA &
    Empathogenic
    Drugs

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First roll last night, changed my life.

Lovingtree- keep in kind, a lot of people find this forum after months or years of MDMA use and abuse, so you're going to get a lot of cautionary advice and stories- not everyone who has used MDMA has lost touch with the beauty of the mind-set it gives you, not everyone has an uncontrollable urge to roll too often, not everyone has a bumpy journey with MDMA. I've certainly had a bad, unhealthy relationship with e at a few points, but that's changed and I completely connect with the "magic" of it again, and I respect it enough to minimize my use. I'm glad you've found bluelight in the beginning!
 
Congratulation! Glad you had a good time and learned some valuable lessons. Unfortunately, as stated by other posters, the high will probably NEVER be as good! Don't chase it. And take it easy with mdma. It can be very tempting to get on it all the time because is feels so good. The crack off only gets worse the more you often you take mdma. You might get devastating brain zaps too. I have also suffered bouts of night paralysis. Depressed is also an issue if you use it a lot as I found out. I should have listened to my more experienced friends. YMMV though I know a few people who used lots of mdma and have never had a negative consequence. PLUR, be safe, and TEST YOUR PILLS!!!
 
Always great to have a life changing first roll...if you want to continue to have great rolls and stay as positive about it as you are now, then listen to those who are saying not to do it more than once every three months. IMO, problem with once a month is that it's too easy to give into doing it more than once in a month whereas if you give into doing it more than once in three months, it's not so bad.
 
I miss the lovey-ness it brought me...I have yet to have the same feeling as my first roll :(
 
My third roll ever was the best, and its interesting you mention that love-ey feeling. Definitely had that my third time, and haven't had that since. Although, I think it does come down to who you are with and your environment... but yeah, clearly remember that third one. It definitely changed my life and I'll never forget it.
 
there is nothing like your first roll :) glad it opened your eyes to how beautiful this world really is and how much we really have. Its the stress free euphoric state that this world should all feel. there would be no suffering, no war, no pain, nothing. The way it was supposed to be
 
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